BLIGHTED FLOWERS.
The facts of the following brief narrative, which are very few
and of but melancholy interest, became known to me in the
precise order in which they are laid before the reader. They
were forced upon my observation rather than sought out by
me; and they present, to my mind at least, a touching picture
of the bitter conflict industrious poverty is sometimes called
upon to wage with "the thousand natural shocks which flesh
is heir to."
It must be now eight or nine years since, in traversing a
certain street, which runs for nearly half a mile in a direct
line southward, I first encountered Ellen ---. She was
then a fair young girl of seventeen, rather above the middle
size, and with a queen-like air and gait which made her appear
taller than she really was. Her countenance, pale but healthy,
and of a perfectly regular and classic mould, was charming to
look upon from its undefinable expression of lovableness and
sweet temper. Her tiny feet tripped noiselessly along the
pavement, and a glance from her black eye sometimes met
mine like a ray of light, as, punctually at twenty minutes to
nine, we passed each other near --- House, each of us on
our way to the theatre of our daily operations. She was an embroideress, as I soon discovered from a small stretching-frame,
containing some unfinished work, which she occasionally carried in her hand. She set me a worthy example of punctuality,
and I could any day have told the time to a minute without looking at my watch, by marking the spot where we passed
each other. I learned to look for her regularly, and before I
knew her name, had given her that of "Minerva," in acknowledgment of her efficiency as a Mentor.
A year after the commencement of our acquaintance, which
never ripened into speech, happening to set out from home one
morning a quarter of an hour before my usual time, I made the
pleasing discovery that my juvenile Minerva had a younger
sister, if possible still more beautiful than herself. The pair
were taking an affectionate leave of each other at the crossing
of the New Road, and the silver accents of the younger as,
kissing her sister, she laughed out, "Good-by, Ellen," gave
me the first information of the real name of my pretty Mentor.
The little Mary - for so was the younger called, who could not
be more than eleven years of age - was a slender, frolicsome sylph, with a skin of the purest carnation, and a face like that
of Sir Joshua's seraph in the National Gallery, but with larger
orbs and longer lashes shading them. As she danced and leaped
before me on her way home again, I could not but admire the
natural case and grace of every motion, nor fail to comprehend
and sympathise with the anxious looks of the sisters' only
parent, their widowed mother, who stood watching the return
of the younger darling at the door of a very humble two-story
dwelling, in the vicinity of the New River Head.
Nearly two years passed away, during which, with the exception of Sundays and holidays, every recurring morning
brought me the grateful though momentary vision of one or
both of the charming sisters. Then came an additional pleasure - I met them both together every day. The younger had
commenced practising the same delicate and ingenious craft of
embroidery, and the two pursued their industry in company
under the same employer. It was amusing to mark the demure assumption of womanhood darkening the brows of the
aerial little sprite, as, with all the new-born consequence of
responsibility, she walked soberly by her sister's side, frame in
hand, and occasionally revealed to passers-by a brief glimpse
of her many-coloured handiwork. They were the very picture
of beauty and happiness, and happy beyond question must their
innocent lives have been for many pleasant months. But soon
the shadows of care began to steal over their hitherto joyous
faces, and traces of anxiety, perhaps of tears, to be too plainly
visible on their paling cheeks. All at once I missed them in
my morning's walk, and for several days - it might be weeks - saw nothing of them. I was at length startled from my
forgetfulness of their very existence by the sudden apparition
of both one Monday morning clad in the deepest mourning.
I saw the truth at once; the mother, who, I had remarked,
was prematurely old and feeble, was gone, and the two orphan
children were left to battle it with the world. My conjecture
was the truth, as a neighbour of whom I made some inquiries
on the subject was not slow to inform me. "Ah, sir, said
the good woman, "poor Mrs. D--- have had a hard time of
it, and she born an' bred a gentleooman."
I asked her if the daughters were provided for.
"Indeed, sir," continued my informant, "I'm afeard not.
Twas the most unfortnatest thing in the world, sir, poor Mr.
D---s dying jest as a' did. You see, sir, he war a soldier,
a fightin' out in Indy, and his poor wife lef at home wi' them
two blossoms o' gals. He warn't what you call a common soldier,
sir, but some kind o' officer like; an' in some great battle fought
seven year agone he done fine service I've heerd, and promotion was sent out to un, but didn't get there till the poor man
was dead of his wounds. The news of he's death cut up his
poor wife complete, and she han't been herself since. I've
know'd she wasn't long for here ever since it come. Wust of
all, it seems that because the poor man was dead the very day
the promotion reached un, a' didn't die a captain after all, and
so the poor widder didn't get no pension. how they've a'
managed to live is more than I can tell. The oldest gal is very
clever, they say; but Lor' bless 'ee! taint much to s'port
three as is to be got out o' broiderin'."
Thus enlightened on the subject of their private history, it
was with very different feelings I afterwards regarded these
unfortunate children. Bereft of both parents, and cast upon a
world with the ways of which they were utterly unacquainted,
and in which they might be doomed to the most painful
struggles, even to procure a bare subsistence, one treasure was
yet left them-it was the treasure of each other's love. So
far as the depth of this feeling could be estimated from the
looks and actions of both, it was all in all to each. But the
sacred bond that bound them was destined to be rudely rent
asunder. The cold winds of autumn began to visit too
roughly the fair pale face of the younger girl, and the unmistakeable indications of consumption made their appearance:
the harrassing cough, the hectic check, the deep-settled pain
in the side, the failing breath. Against these dread forerunners it was vain long to contend; and the poor child had
to remain at home in her solitary sick-chamber, while the
loving sister toiled harder than ever to provide, if possible, the
means of comfort and restoration to health. All the world
knows the ending of such a hopeless strife as this. It is
sometimes the will of heaven that the path of virtue, like that
of glory, leads but to the grave. So it was in the present instance : the blossom of this fair young life withered away,
and the grass-fringed lips of the child's early tomb closed over
the lifeless relics ere spring had dawned upon the year.
Sorrow had graven legible traces upon the brow of my hapless Mentor when I saw her again. How different now was
the vision that greeted my daily sight from that of former
years! The want that admits not of idle wailing compelled
her still to pursue her daily course of labour, and she pursued
it with the same constancy and punctuality as she had ever
done. But the exquisitely chiselled face, the majestic gait,
the elastic step -the beauty and glory of youth, unshaken
because unassaulted by death and sorrow - where were they?
Alas! all the bewitching charms of her former being had gone
down into the grave of her mother and sister; and she,
their support and idol, seemed no more now than she really was - a wayworn, solitary, and isolated struggler for daily
bread.
Were this a fiction that I am writing, it would be an easy
matter to deal out a measure of poetical justice, and to recompense poor Ellen for all her industry, self-denial, and suffering
in the arms of a husband, who should possess as many and
great virtues as herself, and an ample fortune to boot. I wish
with all my heart that it were a fiction, and that Providence
had never furnished me with such a seeming anomaly to add
to the list of my desultory chronicles. But I am telling a
true story of a life. Ellen found no mate. No mate, did I
say? Yes,, one: the same grim yoke-fellow whose delight it
is to "gather roses in the spring," paid ghastly court to her
faded charms, and won her - who shall say an unwilling
bride? I could see his gradual but deadly advances in my
daily walks: the same indications that gave warning of the
sister's fate admonished me that she also was on her way to
the tomb, and that the place that had known her would soon
know her no more. She grew day by day more feeble; and
one morning I found her seated on the step of a door, unable to proceed. After that she disappeared from my view; and
though I never saw her again at the old spot, I have seldom
passed that spot since, though for many years following the
same route, without recognising again in my mind's eye the
graceful form and angel aspect of Ellen D---
"And is this the end of your mournful history?" some
querulous reader demands. Not quite. There is a soul of good in things evil. Compassion dwells with the depths of
misery; and in the valley of the shadow of death dove-eyed
Charity walks with shining wings. It was nearly
two months' after I had lost sight of poor Ellen, that during
one of my dinner-hour perambulations about town, I looked
in almost accidentally upon my old friend and chum, Jack W---. Jack keeps a perfumer's shop not a hundred miles
from Gray's Inn, where, ensconced up to his eyes in delicate
odours, he passes his leisure hours-the hours when commerce flags, and people have more pressing affairs to attend to
than the delectation of their nostrils - in the enthusiastic
study of art and vertu. His shop is hardly more crammed
with bottles and attar, soaps, scents, and all the etceteras of the
toilet, than the rest of his house with prints, pictures,
carvings, and curiosities of every sort. Jack and I went to
school together, and sowed our slender crop of wild oats
together; and, indeed, in some sort have been together
ever since. We both have our own collections of rarities,
such as they are, and each criticises the other's new purchases. On the present occasion ,there was a new Van
Somebody's old painting awaiting my judgment; and no
sooner did my shadow darken his door, than starting from his
lair, and bidding the boy ring the bell should he be wanted,
he bustled me upstairs, calling by the way to his housekeeper, Mrs. Jones-Jack is a bachelor-to bring up coffee
for two. I was prepared to pronounce my dictum on his
newly-acquired treasure, and was going to bounce unceremoniously into the old' lumber-room over the lobby to regale
my sight with the delightful confusion of his unarranged accumulations when he pulled me forcibly back by the coattail. "Not there," said Jack; "you can't go there. Go into
my snuggery."
"And why not there?" said I; jealous of some new purchase which I was not to see.
"Because there's somebody ill there- it is a bedroom now:
a poor girl; she wanted a place to die in, poor thing; and I
put her in there.
"Who is she ?-a relative ?"
"No; I never saw her till Monday last. Sit down, I'll
tell you how it was. Set down the coffee, Mrs. Jones, and just look in upon the patient, will you? Sugar and cream?
You know my weakness for the dead wall in Lincoln's Inn
Fields. (Jack never refuses a beggar backed by that wall,
for the love of Ben Jonson, who, he devoutly believes, had a
hand in building it.) "Well, I met with her there on Monday
last. She asked for nothing, but held out her hand, and as
she did so the tears streamed from her eyes on the pavement.
The poor creature, it was plain enough, was then dying; and
I told her so. She said she knew it, but had no place to die
in but the parish workhouse, and hoped that I would not send
her there. What's the use of talking? I brought her here,
and put her to sleep on the sofa, while Jones cleared out the
lumber-room and got up a bed. I sent for Dr. H--- to look
at her; lie gave her a week or ten days at the farthest: I
don't think she'll last so long. The curate of St. --- comes
every day to see her, and I like to talk to her myself sometimes. Well, Mrs. Jones, how goes she on?"
"She's asleep," said the housekeeper. "Would you like
to look at her, gentlemen?"
We entered the room together, It was as some unaccountable presentiment had forewarned me: there, upon a
snow-white sheet, and pillowed by my friend's favourite
eider-down squab, lay the wasted form of Ellen D---. She.
slept soundly and breathed loudly; and IDr. H-, who entered while we stood at the bedside, informed us that in all
probability she would awake only to die, or if to sleep again
then to wake no more. The latter was the true prophecy.
She awoke an hour or two after my departure, and passed
away that same night in a quiet slumber without a pang.
I never learned by what chain of circumstances she was
driven to seek alms in the public streets. I might have done
so perhaps by inquiry, but to what purpose? She died in
peace, with friendly hands and friendly hearts near her, and
Jack buried her in his own grave in Highgate Cemetery, at
his own expense; and declares he is none the worse for it. I
am of his opinion.