The Pickwick Papers, by Charles Dickens (1836-1837) - Chapter 6
CHAPTER VI AN OLD-FASHIONED CARD-PARTY--THE CLERGYMAN'S VERSES--THE STORY OF THE CONVICT'S RETURN
Several guests who were assembled in the old parlour
rose to greet Mr. Pickwick and his friends upon their entrance; and during the
performance of the ceremony of introduction, with all due formalities, Mr.
Pickwick had leisure to observe the appearance, and speculate upon the
characters and pursuits, of the persons by whom he was surrounded--a habit in
which he, in common with many other great men, delighted to indulge.
A very old lady, in a lofty cap and faded silk gown--no
less a personage than Mr. Wardle's mother--occupied the post of honour on the
right-hand corner of the chimney-piece; and various certificates of her having
been brought up in the way she should go when young, and of her not having
departed from it when old, ornamented the walls, in the form of samplers of
ancient date, worsted landscapes of equal antiquity, and crimson silk tea-kettle
holders of a more modern period. The aunt, the two young ladies, and Mr. Wardle,
each vying with the other in paying zealous and unremitting attentions to the
old lady, crowded round her easy-chair, one holding her ear-trumpet, another an
orange, and a third a smelling-bottle, while a fourth was busily engaged in
patting and punching the pillows which were arranged for her support. On the
opposite side sat a bald- headed old gentleman, with a good-humoured, benevolent
face-- the clergyman of Dingley Dell; and next him sat his wife, a stout,
blooming old lady, who looked as if she were well skilled, not only in the art
and mystery of manufacturing home-made cordials greatly to other people's
satisfaction, but of tasting them occasionally very much to her own. A little
hard-headed, Ripstone pippin-faced man, was conversing with a fat old gentleman
in one corner; and two or three more old gentlemen, and two or three more old
ladies, sat bolt upright and motionless on their chairs, staring very hard at
Mr. Pickwick and his fellow-voyagers.
'Mr. Pickwick, mother,' said Mr. Wardle, at the very top
of his voice.
'Ah!' said the old lady, shaking her head; 'I can't hear
you.'
'Mr. Pickwick, grandma!' screamed both the young ladies
together.
'Ah!' exclaimed the old lady. 'Well, it don't much
matter. He don't care for an old 'ooman like me, I dare say.'
'I assure you, ma'am,' said Mr. Pickwick, grasping the
old lady's hand, and speaking so loud that the exertion imparted a crimson hue
to his benevolent countenance--'I assure you, ma'am, that nothing delights me
more than to see a lady of your time of life heading so fine a family, and
looking so young and well.'
'Ah!' said the old lady, after a short pause: 'it's all
very fine, I dare say; but I can't hear him.'
'Grandma's rather put out now,' said Miss Isabella
Wardle, in a low tone; 'but she'll talk to you presently.'
Mr. Pickwick nodded his readiness to humour the
infirmities of age, and entered into a general conversation with the other
members of the circle.
'Delightful situation this,' said Mr. Pickwick.
'Delightful!' echoed Messrs. Snodgrass, Tupman, and
Winkle.
'Well, I think it is,' said Mr. Wardle.
'There ain't a better spot o' ground in all Kent, sir,'
said the hard-headed man with the pippin--face; 'there ain't indeed, sir-- I'm
sure there ain't, Sir.' The hard-headed man looked triumphantly round, as if he
had been very much contradicted by somebody, but had got the better of him at
last.
'There ain't a better spot o' ground in all Kent,' said
the hard-headed man again, after a pause.
''Cept Mullins's Meadows,' observed the fat man
solemnly. 'Mullins's Meadows!' ejaculated the other, with profound contempt.
'Ah, Mullins's Meadows,' repeated the fat man.
'Reg'lar good land that,' interposed another fat man.
'And so it is, sure-ly,' said a third fat man.
'Everybody knows that,' said the corpulent host.
The hard-headed man looked dubiously round, but finding
himself in a minority, assumed a compassionate air and said no more. 'What are
they talking about?' inquired the old lady of one of her granddaughters, in a
very audible voice; for, like many deaf people, she never seemed to calculate on
the possibility of other persons hearing what she said herself.
'About the land, grandma.'
'What about the land?--Nothing the matter, is there?'
'No, no. Mr. Miller was saying our land was better than
Mullins's Meadows.'
'How should he know anything about it?'inquired the old
lady indignantly. 'Miller's a conceited coxcomb, and you may tell him I said
so.' Saying which, the old lady, quite unconscious that she had spoken above a
whisper, drew herself up, and looked carving-knives at the hard-headed
delinquent.
'Come, come,' said the bustling host, with a natural
anxiety to change the conversation, 'what say you to a rubber, Mr. Pickwick?'
'I should like it of all things,' replied that
gentleman; 'but pray don't make up one on my account.'
'Oh, I assure you, mother's very fond of a rubber,' said
Mr. Wardle; 'ain't you, mother?'
The old lady, who was much less deaf on this subject
than on any other, replied in the affirmative.
'Joe, Joe!' said the gentleman; 'Joe--damn that--oh,
here he is; put out the card--tables.'
The lethargic youth contrived without any additional
rousing to set out two card-tables; the one for Pope Joan, and the other for
whist. The whist-players were Mr. Pickwick and the old lady, Mr. Miller and the
fat gentleman. The round game comprised the rest of the company.
The rubber was conducted with all that gravity of
deportment and sedateness of demeanour which befit the pursuit entitled
'whist'--a solemn observance, to which, as it appears to us, the title of 'game'
has been very irreverently and ignominiously applied. The round-game table, on
the other hand, was so boisterously merry as materially to interrupt the
contemplations of Mr. Miller, who, not being quite so much absorbed as he ought
to have been, contrived to commit various high crimes and misdemeanours, which
excited the wrath of the fat gentleman to a very great extent, and called forth
the good-humour of the old lady in a proportionate degree.
'There!' said the criminal Miller triumphantly, as he
took up the odd trick at the conclusion of a hand; 'that could not have been
played better, I flatter myself; impossible to have made another trick!'
'Miller ought to have trumped the diamond, oughtn't he,
Sir?' said the old lady.
Mr. Pickwick nodded assent.
'Ought I, though?' said the unfortunate, with a doubtful
appeal to his partner.
'You ought, Sir,' said the fat gentleman, in an awful
voice.
'Very sorry,' said the crestfallen Miller.
'Much use that,' growled the fat gentleman.
'Two by honours--makes us eight,' said Mr. Pickwick.
'Another hand. 'Can you one?' inquired the old lady.
'I can,' replied Mr. Pickwick. 'Double, single, and the
rub.'
'Never was such luck,' said Mr. Miller.
'Never was such cards,' said the fat gentleman.
A solemn silence; Mr. Pickwick humorous, the old lady
serious, the fat gentleman captious, and Mr. Miller timorous.
'Another double,' said the old lady, triumphantly making
a memorandum of the circumstance, by placing one sixpence and a battered
halfpenny under the candlestick.
'A double, sir,' said Mr. Pickwick.
'Quite aware of the fact, Sir,' replied the fat
gentleman sharply.
Another game, with a similar result, was followed by a
revoke from the unlucky Miller; on which the fat gentleman burst into a state of
high personal excitement which lasted until the conclusion of the game, when he
retired into a corner, and remained perfectly mute for one hour and twenty-seven
minutes; at the end of which time he emerged from his retirement, and offered
Mr. Pickwick a pinch of snuff with the air of a man who had made up his mind to
a Christian forgiveness of injuries sustained. The old lady's hearing decidedly
improved and the unlucky Miller felt as much out of his element as a dolphin in
a sentry-box.
Meanwhile the round game proceeded right merrily.
Isabella Wardle and Mr. Trundle 'went partners,' and Emily Wardle and Mr.
Snodgrass did the same; and even Mr. Tupman and the spinster aunt established a
joint-stock company of fish and flattery. Old Mr. Wardle was in the very height
of his jollity; and he was so funny in his management of the board, and the old
ladies were so sharp after their winnings, that the whole table was in a
perpetual roar of merriment and laughter. There was one old lady who always had
about half a dozen cards to pay for, at which everybody laughed, regularly every
round; and when the old lady looked cross at having to pay, they laughed louder
than ever; on which the old lady's face gradually brightened up, till at last
she laughed louder than any of them, Then, when the spinster aunt got
'matrimony,' the young ladies laughed afresh, and the Spinster aunt seemed
disposed to be pettish; till, feeling Mr. Tupman squeezing her hand under the
table, she brightened up too, and looked rather knowing, as if matrimony in
reality were not quite so far off as some people thought for; whereupon
everybody laughed again, and especially old Mr. Wardle, who enjoyed a joke as
much as the youngest. As to Mr. Snodgrass, he did nothing but whisper poetical
sentiments into his partner's ear, which made one old gentleman facetiously sly,
about partnerships at cards and partnerships for life, and caused the aforesaid
old gentleman to make some remarks thereupon, accompanied with divers winks and
chuckles, which made the company very merry and the old gentleman's wife
especially so. And Mr. Winkle came out with jokes which are very well known in
town, but are not all known in the country; and as everybody laughed at them
very heartily, and said they were very capital, Mr. Winkle was in a state of
great honour and glory. And the benevolent clergyman looked pleasantly on; for
the happy faces which surrounded the table made the good old man feel happy too;
and though the merriment was rather boisterous, still it came from the heart and
not from the lips; and this is the right sort of merriment, after all.
The evening glided swiftly away, in these cheerful
recreations; and when the substantial though homely supper had been despatched,
and the little party formed a social circle round the fire, Mr. Pickwick thought
he had never felt so happy in his life, and at no time so much disposed to
enjoy, and make the most of, the passing moment.
'Now this,' said the hospitable host, who was sitting in
great state next the old lady's arm-chair, with her hand fast clasped in
his--'this is just what I like--the happiest moments of my life have been passed
at this old fireside; and I am so attached to it, that I keep up a blazing fire
here every evening, until it actually grows too hot to bear it. Why, my poor old
mother, here, used to sit before this fireplace upon that little stool when she
was a girl; didn't you, mother?'
The tear which starts unbidden to the eye when the
recollection of old times and the happiness of many years ago is suddenly
recalled, stole down the old lady's face as she shook her head with a melancholy
smile.
'You must excuse my talking about this old place, Mr.
Pickwick,' resumed the host, after a short pause, 'for I love it dearly, and
know no other--the old houses and fields seem like living friends to me; and so
does our little church with the ivy, about which, by the bye, our excellent
friend there made a song when he first came amongst us. Mr. Snodgrass, have you
anything in your glass?'
'Plenty, thank you,' replied that gentleman, whose
poetic curiosity had been greatly excited by the last observation of his
entertainer. 'I beg your pardon, but you were talking about the song of the
Ivy.'
'You must ask our friend opposite about that,' said the
host knowingly, indicating the clergyman by a nod of his head.
'May I say that I should like to hear you repeat it,
sir?' said Mr. Snodgrass.
'Why, really,' replied the clergyman, 'it's a very
slight affair; and the only excuse I have for having ever perpetrated it is,
that I was a young man at the time. Such as it is, however, you shall hear it,
if you wish.'
A murmur of curiosity was of course the reply; and the
old gentleman proceeded to recite, with the aid of sundry promptings from his
wife, the lines in question. 'I call them,' said he,
THE IVY GREEN
Oh, a dainty plant is the Ivy green, That creepeth o'er
ruins old! Of right choice food are his meals, I ween, In his cell so lone and
cold. The wall must be crumbled, the stone decayed, To pleasure his dainty whim;
And the mouldering dust that years have made, Is a merry meal for him. Creeping
where no life is seen, A rare old plant is the Ivy green.
Fast he stealeth on, though he wears no wings, And a
staunch old heart has he. How closely he twineth, how tight he clings To his
friend the huge Oak Tree! And slily he traileth along the ground, And his leaves
he gently waves, As he joyously hugs and crawleth round The rich mould of dead
men's graves. Creeping where grim death has been, A rare old plant is the Ivy
green.
Whole ages have fled and their works decayed, And
nations have scattered been; But the stout old Ivy shall never fade, From its
hale and hearty green. The brave old plant in its lonely days, Shall fatten upon
the past; For the stateliest building man can raise, Is the Ivy's food at last.
Creeping on where time has been, A rare old plant is the Ivy green.
While the old gentleman repeated these lines a second
time, to enable Mr. Snodgrass to note them down, Mr. Pickwick perused the
lineaments of his face with an expression of great interest. The old gentleman
having concluded his dictation, and Mr. Snodgrass having returned his note-book
to his pocket, Mr. Pickwick said--
'Excuse me, sir, for making the remark on so short an
acquaintance; but a gentleman like yourself cannot fail, I should think, to have
observed many scenes and incidents worth recording, in the course of your
experience as a minister of the Gospel.'
'I have witnessed some certainly,' replied the old
gentleman, 'but the incidents and characters have been of a homely and ordinary
nature, my sphere of action being so very limited.'
'You did make some notes, I think, about John Edmunds,
did you not?' inquired Mr. Wardle, who appeared very desirous to draw his friend
out, for the edification of his new visitors.
The old gentleman slightly nodded his head in token of
assent, and was proceeding to change the subject, when Mr. Pickwick said--
'I beg your pardon, sir, but pray, if I may venture to
inquire, who was John Edmunds?'
'The very thing I was about to ask,' said Mr. Snodgrass
eagerly.
'You are fairly in for it,' said the jolly host. 'You
must satisfy the curiosity of these gentlemen, sooner or later; so you had
better take advantage of this favourable opportunity, and do so at once.'
The old gentleman smiled good-humouredly as he drew his
chair forward--the remainder of the party drew their chairs closer together,
especially Mr. Tupman and the spinster aunt, who were possibly rather hard of
hearing; and the old lady's ear-trumpet having been duly adjusted, and Mr.
Miller (who had fallen asleep during the recital of the verses) roused from his
slumbers by an admonitory pinch, administered beneath the table by his
ex-partner the solemn fat man, the old gentleman, without further preface,
commenced the following tale, to which we have taken the liberty of prefixing
the title of
THE CONVICT'S RETURN
'When I first settled in this village,' said the old
gentleman, 'which is now just five-and-twenty years ago, the most notorious
person among my parishioners was a man of the name of Edmunds, who leased a
small farm near this spot. He was a morose, savage-hearted, bad man; idle and
dissolute in his habits; cruel and ferocious in his disposition. Beyond the few
lazy and reckless vagabonds with whom he sauntered away his time in the fields,
or sotted in the ale-house, he had not a single friend or acquaintance; no one
cared to speak to the man whom many feared, and every one detested--and Edmunds
was shunned by all.
'This man had a wife and one son, who, when I first came
here, was about twelve years old. Of the acuteness of that woman's sufferings,
of the gentle and enduring manner in which she bore them, of the agony of
solicitude with which she reared that boy, no one can form an adequate
conception. Heaven forgive me the supposition, if it be an uncharitable one, but
I do firmly and in my soul believe, that the man systematically tried for many
years to break her heart; but she bore it all for her child's sake, and, however
strange it may seem to many, for his father's too; for brute as he was, and
cruelly as he had treated her, she had loved him once; and the recollection of
what he had been to her, awakened feelings of forbearance and meekness under
suffering in her bosom, to which all God's creatures, but women, are strangers.
'They were poor--they could not be otherwise when the
man pursued such courses; but the woman's unceasing and unwearied exertions,
early and late, morning, noon, and night, kept them above actual want. These
exertions were but ill repaid. People who passed the spot in the
evening--sometimes at a late hour of the night--reported that they had heard the
moans and sobs of a woman in distress, and the sound of blows; and more than
once, when it was past midnight, the boy knocked softly at the door of a
neighbour's house, whither he had been sent, to escape the drunken fury of his
unnatural father.
'During the whole of this time, and when the poor
creature often bore about her marks of ill-usage and violence which she could
not wholly conceal, she was a constant attendant at our little church. Regularly
every Sunday, morning and afternoon, she occupied the same seat with the boy at
her side; and though they were both poorly dressed--much more so than many of
their neighbours who were in a lower station--they were always neat and clean.
Every one had a friendly nod and a kind word for "poor Mrs. Edmunds";
and sometimes, when she stopped to exchange a few words with a neighbour at the
conclusion of the service in the little row of elm-trees which leads to the
church porch, or lingered behind to gaze with a mother's pride and fondness upon
her healthy boy, as he sported before her with some little companions, her
careworn face would lighten up with an expression of heartfelt gratitude; and
she would look, if not cheerful and happy, at least tranquil and contented.
'Five or six years passed away; the boy had become a
robust and well-grown youth. The time that had strengthened the child's slight
frame and knit his weak limbs into the strength of manhood had bowed his
mother's form, and enfeebled her steps; but the arm that should have supported
her was no longer locked in hers; the face that should have cheered her, no more
looked upon her own. She occupied her old seat, but there was a vacant one
beside her. The Bible was kept as carefully as ever, the places were found and
folded down as they used to be: but there was no one to read it with her; and
the tears fell thick and fast upon the book, and blotted the words from her
eyes. Neighbours were as kind as they were wont to be of old, but she shunned
their greetings with averted head. There was no lingering among the old
elm-trees now-no cheering anticipations of happiness yet in store. The desolate
woman drew her bonnet closer over her face, and walked hurriedly away.
'Shall I tell you that the young man, who, looking back
to the earliest of his childhood's days to which memory and consciousness
extended, and carrying his recollection down to that moment, could remember
nothing which was not in some way connected with a long series of voluntary
privations suffered by his mother for his sake, with ill-usage, and insult, and
violence, and all endured for him--shall I tell you, that he, with a reckless
disregard for her breaking heart, and a sullen, wilful forgetfulness of all she
had done and borne for him, had linked himself with depraved and abandoned men,
and was madly pursuing a headlong career, which must bring death to him, and
shame to her? Alas for human nature! You have anticipated it long since.
'The measure of the unhappy woman's misery and
misfortune was about to be completed. Numerous offences had been committed in
the neighbourhood; the perpetrators remained undiscovered, and their boldness
increased. A robbery of a daring and aggravated nature occasioned a vigilance of
pursuit, and a strictness of search, they had not calculated on. Young Edmunds
was suspected, with three companions. He was apprehended--
committed--tried--condemned--to die. 'The wild and piercing shriek from a
woman's voice, which resounded through the court when the solemn sentence was
pronounced, rings in my ears at this moment. That cry struck a terror to the
culprit's heart, which trial, condemnation--the approach of death itself, had
failed to awaken. The lips which had been compressed in dogged sullenness
throughout, quivered and parted involuntarily; the face turned ashy pale as the
cold perspiration broke forth from every pore; the sturdy limbs of the felon
trembled, and he staggered in the dock.
'In the first transports of her mental anguish, the
suffering mother threw herself on her knees at my feet, and fervently sought the
Almighty Being who had hitherto supported her in all her troubles to release her
from a world of woe and misery, and to spare the life of her only child. A burst
of grief, and a violent struggle, such as I hope I may never have to witness
again, succeeded. I knew that her heart was breaking from that hour; but I never
once heard complaint or murmur escape her lips. 'It was a piteous spectacle to
see that woman in the prison-yard from day to day, eagerly and fervently
attempting, by affection and entreaty, to soften the hard heart of her obdurate
son. It was in vain. He remained moody, obstinate, and unmoved. Not even the
unlooked-for commutation of his sentence to transportation for fourteen years,
softened for an instant the sullen hardihood of his demeanour.
'But the spirit of resignation and endurance that had so
long upheld her, was unable to contend against bodily weakness and infirmity.
She fell sick. She dragged her tottering limbs from the bed to visit her son
once more, but her strength failed her, and she sank powerless on the ground.
'And now the boasted coldness and indifference of the
young man were tested indeed; and the retribution that fell heavily upon him
nearly drove him mad. A day passed away and his mother was not there; another
flew by, and she came not near him; a third evening arrived, and yet he had not
seen her--, and in four- and-twenty hours he was to be separated from her,
perhaps for ever. Oh! how the long-forgotten thoughts of former days rushed upon
his mind, as he almost ran up and down the narrow yard-- as if intelligence
would arrive the sooner for his hurrying--and how bitterly a sense of his
helplessness and desolation rushed upon him, when he heard the truth! His
mother, the only parent he had ever known, lay ill--it might be, dying--within
one mile of the ground he stood on; were he free and unfettered, a few minutes
would place him by her side. He rushed to the gate, and grasping the iron rails
with the energy of desperation, shook it till it rang again, and threw himself
against the thick wall as if to force a passage through the stone; but the
strong building mocked his feeble efforts, and he beat his hands together and
wept like a child.
'I bore the mother's forgiveness and blessing to her son
in prison; and I carried the solemn assurance of repentance, and his fervent
supplication for pardon, to her sick-bed. I heard, with pity and compassion, the
repentant man devise a thousand little plans for her comfort and support when he
returned; but I knew that many months before he could reach his place of
destination, his mother would be no longer of this world. 'He was removed by
night. A few weeks afterwards the poor woman's soul took its flight, I
confidently hope, and solemnly believe, to a place of eternal happiness and
rest. I performed the burial service over her remains. She lies in our little
churchyard. There is no stone at her grave's head. Her sorrows were known to
man; her virtues to God. 'it had been arranged previously to the convict's
departure, that he should write to his mother as soon as he could obtain
permission, and that the letter should be addressed to me. The father had
positively refused to see his son from the moment of his apprehension; and it
was a matter of indifference to him whether he lived or died. Many years passed
over without any intelligence of him; and when more than half his term of
transportation had expired, and I had received no letter, I concluded him to be
dead, as, indeed, I almost hoped he might be.
'Edmunds, however, had been sent a considerable distance
up the country on his arrival at the settlement; and to this circumstance,
perhaps, may be attributed the fact, that though several letters were
despatched, none of them ever reached my hands. He remained in the same place
during the whole fourteen years. At the expiration of the term, steadily
adhering to his old resolution and the pledge he gave his mother, he made his
way back to England amidst innumerable difficulties, and returned, on foot, to
his native place.
'On a fine Sunday evening, in the month of August, John
Edmunds set foot in the village he had left with shame and disgrace seventeen
years before. His nearest way lay through the churchyard. The man's heart
swelled as he crossed the stile. The tall old elms, through whose branches the
declining sun cast here and there a rich ray of light upon the shady part,
awakened the associations of his earliest days. He pictured himself as he was
then, clinging to his mother's hand, and walking peacefully to church. He
remembered how he used to look up into her pale face; and how her eyes would
sometimes fill with tears as she gazed upon his features--tears which fell hot
upon his forehead as she stooped to kiss him, and made him weep too, although he
little knew then what bitter tears hers were. He thought how often he had run
merrily down that path with some childish playfellow, looking back, ever and
again, to catch his mother's smile, or hear her gentle voice; and then a veil
seemed lifted from his memory, and words of kindness unrequited, and warnings
despised, and promises broken, thronged upon his recollection till his heart
failed him, and he could bear it no longer. 'He entered the church. The evening
service was concluded and the congregation had dispersed, but it was not yet
closed. His steps echoed through the low building with a hollow sound, and he
almost feared to be alone, it was so still and quiet. He looked round him.
Nothing was changed. The place seemed smaller than it used to be; but there were
the old monuments on which he had gazed with childish awe a thousand times; the
little pulpit with its faded cushion; the Communion table before which he had so
often repeated the Commandments he had reverenced as a child, and forgotten as a
man. He approached the old seat; it looked cold and desolate. The cushion had
been removed, and the Bible was not there. Perhaps his mother now occupied a
poorer seat, or possibly she had grown infirm and could not reach the church
alone. He dared not think of what he feared. A cold feeling crept over him, and
he trembled violently as he turned away. 'An old man entered the porch just as
he reached it. Edmunds started back, for he knew him well; many a time he had
watched him digging graves in the churchyard. What would he say to the returned
convict?
'The old man raised his eyes to the stranger's face,
bade him "good-evening," and walked slowly on. He had forgotten him.
'He walked down the hill, and through the village. The
weather was warm, and the people were sitting at their doors, or strolling in
their little gardens as he passed, enjoying the serenity of the evening, and
their rest from labour. Many a look was turned towards him, and many a doubtful
glance he cast on either side to see whether any knew and shunned him. There
were strange faces in almost every house; in some he recognised the burly form
of some old schoolfellow--a boy when he last saw him--surrounded by a troop of
merry children; in others he saw, seated in an easy-chair at a cottage door, a
feeble and infirm old man, whom he only remembered as a hale and hearty
labourer; but they had all forgotten him, and he passed on unknown.
'The last soft light of the setting sun had fallen on
the earth, casting a rich glow on the yellow corn sheaves, and lengthening the
shadows of the orchard trees, as he stood before the old house --the home of his
infancy--to which his heart had yearned with an intensity of affection not to be
described, through long and weary years of captivity and sorrow. The paling was
low, though he well remembered the time that it had seemed a high wall to him;
and he looked over into the old garden. There were more seeds and gayer flowers
than there used to be, but there were the old trees still--the very tree under
which he had lain a thousand times when tired of playing in the sun, and felt
the soft, mild sleep of happy boyhood steal gently upon him. There were voices
within the house. He listened, but they fell strangely upon his ear; he knew
them not. They were merry too; and he well knew that his poor old mother could
not be cheerful, and he away. The door opened, and a group of little children
bounded out, shouting and romping. The father, with a little boy in his arms,
appeared at the door, and they crowded round him, clapping their tiny hands, and
dragging him out, to join their joyous sports. The convict thought on the many
times he had shrunk from his father's sight in that very place. He remembered
how often he had buried his trembling head beneath the bedclothes, and heard the
harsh word, and the hard stripe, and his mother's wailing; and though the man
sobbed aloud with agony of mind as he left the spot, his fist was clenched, and
his teeth were set, in a fierce and deadly passion.
'And such was the return to which he had looked through
the weary perspective of many years, and for which he had undergone so much
suffering! No face of welcome, no look of forgiveness, no house to receive, no
hand to help him--and this too in the old village. What was his loneliness in
the wild, thick woods, where man was never seen, to this!
'He felt that in the distant land of his bondage and
infamy, he had thought of his native place as it was when he left it; and not as
it would be when he returned. The sad reality struck coldly at his heart, and
his spirit sank within him. He had not courage to make inquiries, or to present
himself to the only person who was likely to receive him with kindness and
compassion. He walked slowly on; and shunning the roadside like a guilty man,
turned into a meadow he well remembered; and covering his face with his hands,
threw himself upon the grass.
'He had not observed that a man was lying on the bank
beside him; his garments rustled as he turned round to steal a look at the
new-comer; and Edmunds raised his head.
'The man had moved into a sitting posture. His body was
much bent, and his face was wrinkled and yellow. His dress denoted him an inmate
of the workhouse: he had the appearance of being very old, but it looked more
the effect of dissipation or disease, than the length of years. He was staring
hard at the stranger, and though his eyes were lustreless and heavy at first,
they appeared to glow with an unnatural and alarmed expression after they had
been fixed upon him for a short time, until they seemed to be starting from
their sockets. Edmunds gradually raised himself to his knees, and looked more
and more earnestly on the old man's face. They gazed upon each other in silence.
'The old man was ghastly pale. He shuddered and tottered
to his feet. Edmunds sprang to his. He stepped back a pace or two. Edmunds
advanced.
'"Let me hear you speak," said the convict, in
a thick, broken voice.
'"Stand off!" cried the old man, with a
dreadful oath. The convict drew closer to him.
'"Stand off!" shrieked the old man. Furious
with terror, he raised his stick, and struck Edmunds a heavy blow across the
face.
'"Father--devil!" murmured the convict between
his set teeth. He rushed wildly forward, and clenched the old man by the
throat--but he was his father; and his arm fell powerless by his side.
'The old man uttered a loud yell which rang through the
lonely fields like the howl of an evil spirit. His face turned black, the gore
rushed from his mouth and nose, and dyed the grass a deep, dark red, as he
staggered and fell. He had ruptured a blood-vessel, and he was a dead man before
his son could raise him. 'In that corner of the churchyard,' said the old
gentleman, after a silence of a few moments, 'in that corner of the churchyard
of which I have before spoken, there lies buried a man who was in my employment
for three years after this event, and who was truly contrite, penitent, and
humbled, if ever man was. No one save myself knew in that man's lifetime who he
was, or whence he came--it was John Edmunds, the returned convict.'