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XXII.
"PITY THE POOR BLIND."
THERE is one of Dickens's characters even more repulsive, perhaps, than
Uriah Heep - to wit, Stagg, the blind man in "Barnaby Rudge." And yet
there is force in what he says to Widow Rudge, when he has tracked her and her
idiot son to their country hiding place, and thrown off the mask-
"Bah! you needn't speak. I know what you would say. [-307-]
. . . Have I no feeling for you because I am blind? No, I have not. Why
do you expect me, being in darkness, to be better than men who have their sight?
. . . It's the cant of you folks to be horrified if a blind man robs, or lies,
or steals. Oh, yes; it's far worse in him, who can barely live on the few
halfpence that are thrown to him in the streets than in you, who can see, and
work, and are not dependent on the mercies of the world. A curse on you! You,
who have five senses, may be wicked at your pleasure. We who have four, and want
the most important, are to live and be moral on our affliction."
But Stagg's, although, perhaps, a natural character from a
novelist's a priori point of view, is, I think a very rare one amongst
blind men. Of course, a man does not necessarily gain sanctity by losing his
eyesight. Some blind men are scamps; but the proportion of scamps would, I am
inclined to believe, be found to be less amongst blind men than in any other
class of people. There may be a certain amount of cant in the religious tone
which is so common amongst the blind, but a genuine religiosity, at any
rate, seems to be very widely spread amongst them. This results, of course to a
large extent, from, the fact that, if deprived of many pleasures, they are also
screened from many temptations, and are [-308-] forced
into habits of introspection. "The loss of sight changes a man," said
a blind man; "he doesn't think of women, and women don't think of him. We
are of a religious turn, too, generally."
Under the head of "Pity the poor blind," blind
beggars first suggest themselves. There are still some literal blind beggars,
men who stand by the highway side begging either verbally or by the mute appeal
of a label inscribed "I am blind" pinned upon their breast; their
dogs, with pleading eyes and anxiously-wagging tails, seconding the appeal. Some
of the talkers merely toll out "Pity the poor blind," in a funereal
tone, very much as the railway porters at Tring announce the name of that
station: others indulge in little harangues. One day in a "Nelson"
omnibus I fell in with a tall man, dressed in clerical-looking clothes, not
nearly so greenish-brown and threadbare as those a good many overworked London
curates are obliged to wear. Misunderstanding, or pretending to misunderstand,
some remark I had made to a companion, the tall man began to lecture me loftily
on the ignorance and inhumanity I had displayed in sneering at those whom it had
pleased the Almighty to deprive of sight, quoting Scripture largely against me.
I had said nothing about blind people, and did not know, until I looked at him
closely, that the man was blind. However, as I thought [-309-]
that I had wounded his feelings, I apologised for the unintentional
offence I had given him, and we got into conversation, throughout which he
maintained a de haut en bas tone towards me, laying down the law most
oracularly, but throwing out hints now and then about money, which when I heard
them I could not understand.
At last the bus pulled up in Deptford Broadway, and the blind
man got out, graciously allowing me to shake hands with him, in token that he
bore no malice, before he departed. When he was gone, a man at the top of the
bus burst into a roar of laughter.
"Do you know who it is," he said to me,
"you've been talking so respectfully to all this time? The old rogue's a
blind beggar. He lodges somewhere about here, - not in Mill Lane, he's a cut
above that. He's got a pitch just now in the New Kent Road, and rides to
business and back again just like any City man."
A few weeks afterwards I came upon my blind friend holding
forth in his professional capacity to a congregation of half-a-dozen at a street
corner in Camber well, and found that he had given me a good bit of his street
sermon in the omnibus.
This man, I should say, had quite enough ability - especially
since he had no lack of self-assertion - to have made enough to support [-310-]
himself without sponging on other people; but are there not a good many
beggars that have their eyesight of whom the same might be said with greater
emphasis? I am not standing up for blind beggars. They are, as I should have
supposed, even if I had not been told by those who know them well, the blind
people who are least worthy of pity-a pity that can be coupled with respect. But
we must remember the exceptional difficulties a blind man has to encounter if he
would really earn his own living. It is easy, therefore, to understand,
although, of course, impossible to defend, the feeling which prompts. a few
blind men to make trading capital out of their affliction.
"Tom Thumb gets lots of money for not being his proper
size," says a blind beggar: "why shouldn't I get a little money for
not having my proper eyes? It ought to be made up to me somehow."
There are, moreover, blind beggars, good authority states,
who might have their sight restored, but who will not consent to have an.
operation performed; being of opinion that the result would be a
"kicking-up-stairs"- they might recover some kind of sight, but they
would not be able to make so much money.
The blind street musicians, monotonous blind readers on river
and canal bridges, and blind sellers of small goods in the streets, are, [-311-]
in a strictly logical sense blind beggars. People don't buy the goods because
they want them, or pay for the reading or music, as a rule, because they like
the sound; but because they pity the blind sellers, readers, and musicians. But
this phase of blind beggary is markedly differentiated from the former. Of
course, the two run into one another. Some of these sellers, and so on, only
pretend to do something for themselves in order to evade police supervision and
appeal more forcibly to the "charitable public;" but the bulk of them
persuade themselves that they are giving money's worth for money. They want to
feel that they are doing something other people can get some good out of,
instead of merely lazily uttering, more or less rhetorically, "Pity the
poor blind." To the credit of the London street blind, it should be
recorded that they endeavoured to establish a benefit club without assistance;
but it failed because there were not members enough to spread its risks over.
Some years ago one of the most "ken-speckle" sights
in London streets was a blind old woman in a poke bonnet, with flabbily plump
cheeks, a nut-cracker nose and chin, and a good-natured grin, who ground out
tunes from a hurdy-gurdy as if she were grinding coffee; whilst another old
woman in a poke-bonnet held out the saucer, and kept hold of the hurdy-gurdyist,
and affectionately sharp [-312-] watch over her,
like dragon-watch with most enchanted eye, guarding fair Hesperian fruit. The
two poor old women were run over, and the guide was killed upon the spot; the
hurdygurdyist dodging Death, for the time, with broken bones. The two were taken
to the hospital in the same cab; the broken-boned blind woman groping for her
dead friend, and when she touched her, entreating the corpse to answer her. The
blind woman, after a long while, was discharged from hospital. She was no longer
able to play upon the hurdy-gurdy, but managed for a few months to hop on
crutches to the houses of those who had been in the habit of giving her a trifle
every week, and then-she died, alone, in one of those dismal courts running out
of Gray's Inn Road. Another blind street musician I never see now; a Silenus-like
man, who used often to be seen (generally in front of a public-house) performing
lazily on drum and Pan's-pipes in a hood-less Bath chair, pulled by a boy, and
pushed by a young woman. I am told that a blind- man beggar is considered a
"catch" by female mendicants who can see. They think his loss a gain
for themselves, and compete for engagement in his service.
The violin and the violoncello, the harp, the flute, the
fife, bells, and bagpipes, are other instruments on which I have heard blind
street-musicians perform. The proficiency in [-313-] music
which blind chamber and organ-loft performers have been known to attain being
taken into consideration, it seems rather strange that blind street-musicians do
not reach a higher average of excellence, or, at any rate, endurability. In old
times, the tradition runs, a blind street-musician could earn, or rather make
his £2 a day in London streets. He certainly cannot make anything like that sum
now. All classes of people, except the St. Simonians and the Millenarians, are
apt to put their golden age in the past. I will speak of the street blind,
however, further on; and give now a short account of a few of the many blind who
wish to work, in the ordinary sense, for their living.
Not far from new St. Pancras Church there is an unpretending
brush, mat, and basket-shop. You might pass it a dozen times without noticing
any difference between it and other shops of the kind. But when you look more
closely, you see that it is one of the depots of the Association
for Promoting the General Welfare of the Blind. The Association's title is
painted above the shop, and one of its donation- boxes opens its ever-thirsty
lips lower down. Here, and in a smarter shop in Oxford Street, the work of the
industrious blind is exposed for sale. It is a varied collection. There are all
kinds of brushes, brooms, and baskets; tablemats, fire-screens, clothes-beaters;
dogs' houses, [-314-] bassinets, children's chairs,
wicker chairs, and garden-chairs. Besides making chairs, the blind re-cane them
for a shilling each, including carriage from and to the customer's house. A
blind traveller goes about in London to obtain orders.
Most of the Association's workers work at their own homes,
but a few on the Euston Road and Oxford Street premises. It may be worth while
to take a stroll over the Euston Road house. It is an old-fashioned place, full
of unexpectedly-opening doors, up-and-down steps, and short, dark, winding,
narrow, shallow staircases. In all the work-rooms capital fires are burning. In
one, behind a counter horned with little vices, the brushmakers are at work. One
man bores the backs with a machine; half a dozen others pop and wire the tufts
of bristles into the holes quite as deftly as if they had their sight. Another
man in the same room is making mops; as he finishes tying each, he poises it on
his cord, and can tell in an instant whether he has kept the balance true. In
another room eight women are tying up bundles of firewood, whilst a ninth sits
on the floor recaning a chair. She is a cheerful body, and laughs heartily when
she is asked whether she feels for the holes. "No, no, sir," she says,
"that would take up a deal too much time." And as she speaks, the
lithe cane-slip goes in and out, up and down, under her swift fingers [-315-]
with unerring precision. One mistake would make all her plait wrong. She can
give no explanation of her modus operandi beyond- "It's just use, I
suppose." When the remark is made to her that she could not do her work
better if her blindness were cured, she answers pathetically, "Ah, sir, but
I miss my eyesight in so many other ways." In the next room three or four
men are tying up firewood, whilst an old man basks like a cat before the fire,
drinking coffee out of a jug. A dark closet off this room is the storeroom of
the blind superintendent of the blind workmen. Twine, bristles, &c., are
ranged along its shelves, and he seems annoyed when he is complimented on the
readiness with which he distinguishes light bristles from dark. "Why, any
one that can see wouldn't want his eyes," he says, "to tell the
difference between these two bundles. The touch is so different. Feel them for
yourself. These black ones come from Russia mostly; these others from Moldavia -
which is a part of Poland, you know," he unfortunately adds. When asked how
he can tell whether work be not scamped, he answers, "By the weight and the
feel - if a brush-back is the sixteenth of an inch out of the square, I can
tell. I've done so more than once."
The Association sells a very large quantity of firewood. The
next room is strewn with a rattling, crackling drift of it, which men, sitting [-316-]
behind chopping-blocks, are momentarily making deeper. Another man,
seated behind a slab of wood, in which a sharp-edged steel disc is supported on
an axle, gives a call; four of the choppers rise and begin to turn a big wheel
with winch-handles; the steel disc spins round, and the man seated at the slab,
on which there is a raised bar to guide him, moves wood up to the disc's sharp
edge and cuts it up into oblongs of equal size, shaving off even quarter-inches
of superfluous breadth. He has never met with an accident.
One or two autobiographies of these blind workers may now he
jotted down. At the Oxford Street depot a tallish man comes up into the
manager's room, is piloted to a chair, sits down, and speaks as follows:-
"No, sir, I've no objection to tell you about myself. I
know what you want it for - for the good of the blind, I suppose. I lost my
sight when I was six years old. It was an accident- a boy threw a stone at me. I
was born in Durham, but I lost my sight in Yorkshire. I was recommended to come
up to London; so I came, in '49, but the doctors could do nothing for me. I was
got into St. George's School, other side of the river. I was there six years
and-a-half, and then I was thrown on my own resources. I'd learnt shoemaking,
but I couldn't make much out at it. Now I can do carpentering, and work a lathe,
and I can make [-317-] mops, and brushes, and
brooms, and baskets, and chairs. I walk in and out between this and Kilburn
every day. Oh no, sir, I shall have no objection to see you any evening at my
place, but it's a goodish step. Friends come to see me? Why, they live at
Kilburn. Well, yes, I've had to wait five minutes and more at crossings. Folks
have gone by, and took not a bit of notice. P'r'aps they didn't know I was
blind. I can't say I wish I had my sight. I was so young, you see, when I lost
it that I've never missed it. I suppose it was done for the best, or somethin'
o' that sort. Yes, I can sing a hit, but nothing to speak of. I'm reckoned a
good chess-player-leastways tisn't often I get beat. Sometimes I play with the
boards with the raised squares, and sometimes with the common boards. Yes, I've
got the whole board in my mind's eye like, and if you say, 'Queen to King's
Bishop's fourth,' and so on, I've a full notion of where you've put her. Yes,
I've heared of Mr. Morphy playing ever so many blindfold games at the
same time - difficult work, I should say, to keep one board from running
into another. It's curious, but I can't tackle draughts near so well as I can
chess. Just because there's only the one slanting move, it bothers me. Oh, as to
huffing, I've to feel all over the board before I can tell about that."
The next blind man has a very simple story [-318-]
to tell, but his face twitches sadly before the poor fellow can force it
out: "My wife's blind as well as me, but she manages the house famous -
does everything as nice as need be. We've two children. Oh, no, they ain't
blind."
Then there comes in a square-built, communicative man, though
lie is utterly deaf as well as blind. An intelligent lad is called up to act as
interpreter, and puts my questions by touching the finger alphabet on the blind
man's hand. When, however, I have learnt his address, and caught the trick of
communicating with him, I go up to him to tell him that I will call next evening
to have a chat with him at his own home. At first he thinks that I am only going
to shake hands with him, and gives my hand a hearty squeeze; but when he finds
that I am manipulating his fingers, his sightless face brightens up all over,
and he exclaims, "Oh, I am so glad, sir, that you can talk to me!"
After dark the next day I discover my blind and deaf friend's address, in a
seedy street leading out of Oxford Street, and stumble up a dark staircase to
his lofty lodging. I find that he has a wife and little daughter. The wife is
busy in household cares-first bed-making, and then stitching. The little
daughter is dispatched to a friend's for a carved horse and a
leg-tobacco-stopper, which the blind man contributed to the Islington Workmen's
Exhibition. She soon comes back with them, [-319-] proud
and breathless; bringing also the bound catalogue of the exhibition. Her
father's name figures in it in print-it is the most important record in the
world to the little girl, and therefore she can scarcely believe her ears - very
openly compassionates my deplorable ignorance when I ask her what it is, as she
lays it before me with a flourish.
The blind man guesses at my words before they are half spelt,
and finishes my sentences for me before I have got half through them. To express
assent I have to raise his hand; and to touch his arm in order to stop his rapid
flow of speech. Tick-tick goes the clock in the smoky, crowded room. By
the light of the little lamp that stands on the chapped oil-cloth cover of the
little table, I jot down these notes of his history: "I am now thirty-two
years of age. I was born at Hoxton. My parents were cowkeepers. I had one
brother and two sisters. My brother is dead. One of my sisters lives at Walsall,
in Staffordshire: the other comes to see me. I have been at work since I was
nine years old. Father failed in business through disease in his cattle, and so
I didn't get the education the other three had. I worked at three different
places until I was fourteen years old, and at the age of fourteen I was
apprenticed to a bookbinder's tool-cutter and brass engraver. I served there
until the latter part of my seventeenth year. I worked until I could not [-320-]
see the space between two leaders, and although an in-door apprentice, I had to
come home, and was supported by my widowed mother and two sisters. Following
June my mother died, and following March I quite lost my hearing. My misfortune
came on by bathing. The water was very cold. I fell in, and it gave me a turn.
One eye seemed as if it was covered with curd. I had my eye lanced, but wouldn't
have it done again. And then the light went from me altogether, after a bit.
First I could see my hand, and then I couldn't see anything, except that, night
or day, there was no difference,- always a kind of light round me, but I
couldn't see anything in it. Twelve months afterwards, my hearing went away from
me. I carved chests, and so on, and modelled a horse when I was nineteen. My
former employer gave me some books. Oh, yes, sir, I was perfectly fond of
reading, and I soon learned to read the raised letters. I soon got through the
books. There was "Matthew," and "John," and "The
Psalms," and "Robinson Crusoe." Being told that there was a
library in the Euston Road, and thinking I might obtain books there, I went,
without the slightest idea of getting work there, and Mrs. Levy told me I could
have some books. Then she took me into a large workshop, and I was introduced
where there was a dozen men at work on brooms and brushes. Oh, yes, sir, I can
judge of sizes. [-321-] Look at these two brushes
now" (taking down two). "Ain't it easy to judge which is the biggest
by the feel of 'em? Oh, about the size of the room? I felt somehow it was
bigger. Oh, no, sir, I can't tell whether a man's tall or short till I put my
hand on his shoulder. Oh, yes, sir" (with a grin), "I can tell now
you're a long un. Mr. Levy was there, and asks me what I can do. I told him I
could carve many things with my knife. 'Bring me some to show,' says Mr. Levy. I
did so, and the first words he said was-' God has blessed your hands-you must
come to work here.' Says I, 'I should like to work, but I'm afraid it will be
very dull for me. I trust in a few months I shall be able to hear again.' But
that wasn't to be. Yes, I'm a passable sort of a chess-player, sir."
The blind man mounts on a chair - his wife fancies he is
going to make a spill of either himself or the things on the shelf he is
fingering, and rushes to his assistance; but without any help he adroitly pulls
out his chess-board from superincumbent strata of books, &c. Every other
square is raised; all the squares have holes in them, like those of the railway
chessboards. My blind man dresses his board almost as quickly as I could have
done it for him. I ask him how he can distinguish the two sets of men.
"Can't you see, sir?" he answers, with a merry grin - well, then, you
feel. I find that the black men have all a tiny knob on [-322-]
their heads. "But I don't care much for chess," he says.
"I haven't time for it. On Saturdays I go out to Dalston and thereabouts
for orders. And when I've got time, I'd rather have a friend that would come to
talk to me or read to me. Chess is an unsociable sort of a game. You mayn't
believe it, sir, but you're the only gentleman that ever came to talk to me in
my own home. I often feel utterly all alone - I sit as quiet as an owl. Chess is
just the same sameness all over again."
"Oh, yes, my little gal goes to school, and we pay for
her," says the wife, "and she reads and writes very nicely; and my
husband - though tain't orfen we can git to a place o' washup - explains the
Bible of a Sunday evening beautiful, better than any minister."
And then she calls my attention to a Chinese-like puzzle of
ball and rods, which her husband has carved out of a block of wood.
"I've been ten years trying to get into Day's
Charity," says the blind man, who only appeals ad misericordiam when
he is prompted by his wife.
"And he's far more deservin' of it than lots that have
got it," says the wife.
"If you've any interest with printers, sir, will you say
a good word for me?" says the blind man, as he gives my hand a good-bye
squeeze. "I'm a good hand at making brushes to brush their type with."
[-323-] "That he is - he
can do anything he sets his mind to," says the wife; and then the lean
little daughter lights me down the dark stairs.
MANY of the blind are both very quick and very sensitive. Before the former
part of this paper (written for "Good Words") had been out a fortnight
I found that it had been rather angrily discussed at meetings of the Poor Blind
in London. I was accused of having been hard upon the blind in my descriptions
and remarks. I can only say that I am. heartily sorry that I should have given
pain to these poor people. God knows that I meant no "hardness. I merely
wished to give a fair statement of facts.
I have run through "Blindness and the Blind"
(Chapman and Hall, 1872), dedicated by the intelligent author, the blind
director, to the benevolent blind foundress of the Association for Promoting the
General Welfare of the Blind. The book is an almost complete cyclopaedia of
interesting facts in connection with those who have lost their sight, and
certainly the compiler deeply sympathises with those who share his affliction.
Nevertheless, Mr. Levy fully bears me out in what I said or hinted, as to
exceptional cases of indolence and immorality amongst the blind-indeed, he is
far more severe upon them than I have been.
[-324-] Let us now look in for a
few minutes upon a Blind Class in Marylebone. It is held in a spacious church
school-room. At first it seems strange that there should be only one gas-jet
burning, and that half-turned down; but even that, one soon remembers, without,
however, really realising the fact, is not needed by the blind people present.
Fourteen or fifteen blind men and women are seated on the two sides of an oblong
table. Some of them are chatting and laughing most merrily, making jokes,
heartily appreciated, not only by the makers, but also, a far rarer thing, by
those for whose amusement they are made. All have books for the blind open on
the table before them. Most of these look very much like the oblong music-books
which swollen-cheeked cherubs hold in dim, yellow, old engravings. The little
"sighted" guides who have brought the adult blind to the meeting,
wander about the room curiously, or sit listlessly on the steps of the two
school-galleries. The school-clock, in the dusky recess between the two
galleries, looks so mournfully dim that it makes one think of an eye consciously
losing its sight. But, as I have intimated, some of the blind folk are very
merry, and almost all seem cheerful. The wag of the party evokes much laughter
by describing a blind musician, known to the company, as possessing a fiddle
nearly as high as himself. At the bottom of the table sit a blind woman [-325-]
and her blind daughter, evidently of a superior social grade to that of
their companions. The pleasantly and educatedly spoken blind girl is teaching
three blind children - two girls and a boy - to read. The youngsters lark over
their lessons - not to shirk them, but because they thoroughly enjoy them. The
boy is getting instructed in vowels, and when, so to speak, he laughingly grabs
one, he is as delighted as a little boy with eyesight would be if he had caught
the warm, palpitating little bird on whose tail he had been directed to put
salt. When the class is dismissed the little blind boy goes about with his blind
sisters, making good-night jokes; turning to mirth all things of earth as only
childhood can - blind childhood included, thank God! On the left of the top of
the table sits a brown-faced, good-tempered. looking woman, in an abbreviated
black-straw bonnet, noiselessly moving her lips, as her patient fingers traverse
her book from left to right and from right to left boustrophedon [in
Greek characters, ed.]. Some of the readers mutter. Others proudly read aloud.
Next to my friend, Black Bonnet, sits an old woman, dreamily
resting her grey-haired brow upon the hand of the arm she rests upon her book.
Opposite Black Bonnet sits a baldheaded man, who is musing like the grey-haired
old woman. He is almost deaf, as well as quite blind; his face brightens up when
he [-326-] puts into his ear the little
trumpet-apparatus, by means of which, he says, he can nearly hear
everything distinctly. Next to him sits a man with a sensible face, who
engages in an argument - sensible on both sides - with the wag as to the
respective merits of different modes of printing for the blind. Next to him sits
another good-natured-looking, plumper, woman in spectacles. She does not know
that I am present, but, so far as I can make out, she is saying that it was too
bad of "Good Words" to make the blind out to be worse than they are.
It is very interesting - often painfully interesting - to listen to the shrewd,
well-chosen words in which the Poor Blind discuss subjects mooted before them,
or which they start for themselves. The case of a blind man who has become
insane is mentioned. "Ah, that is the greatest affliction that the
Almighty can allow to come upon any man - lose your reason, and what is
left?" is the exclamation which springs simultaneously, in almost identical
words, from a dozen pair of lips. "Yes, that- and fits," adds
quiet Black Bonnet.
In his book, Mr. Levy has laid claim to the possession of
what he calls "Facial Perception." This power of "seeing through
the face," as they call it, the Marylebone blind people, to whom the
portion of Mr. Levy's book describing it has been previously read, unanimously
declare to be utterly foreign to their personal and [-327-]
recollected experience. As there can be no doubt, however, that Mr. Levy
believes in the personal experiences he has recorded, I will quote his account
of this "unrecognised sense," as either a physiological or else a
psychological curiosity:-
"Whether within a house or in the open air, whether
walking or standing still, I can tell, although quite blind, when I am opposite
an. object, and can perceive whether it be tall or short, slender or bulky. I
can also detect whether it be a solitary object or a continuous fence, whether
it be a close fence or composed of open rails, and often whether it be a wooded
fence, a brick or stone wall, or a quick-set hedge. I cannot usually perceive
objects if much lower than my shoulder; but sometimes very low objects can be
detected. . . . The currents of air can have nothing to do with this power, as
the state of the wind does not directly affect it; the sense of hearing has
nothing to do with it, as when snow lies thickly on the ground objects are more
distinct, although the footfall cannot be heard. I seem to perceive objects
through the skin of my face, and to have the impressions immediately transmitted
to the brain. The only part of ray body possessing this power is my face . . .
Stopping my ears does not interfere with it, but covering my face with a thick
veil destroys it altogether. . . . Dr. Saunderson could tell when a cloud [-328-]
obscured the horizon. At one time I could do this with great accuracy,
but cannot now trust myself in this respect. . . . The presence of fog
interferes greatly with facial perceptions, the impressions of objects are faint
and untrustworthy. . . . Ordinary darkness is no inconvenience; anything,
however, which attracts the other senses, such as noise, partially occupies the
attention of the mind, and so interferes with the impressions received through
facial perception. . . . When passing along a street I can distinguish shops
from private houses, and even point out the door and windows, &c., and this
whether the doors be shut or open. When a window consists of one entire sheet of
glass, it is more difficult to discover than one composed of a number of small
panes . . . When objects below the face are perceived, the sensation seems to
come in an oblique line from the object to the upper part of the face. While
walking with a friend in Forest Lane, Stratford, I said, pointing to a fence
which separated the road from a field, "Those rails are not quite as high
as my shoulder." He looked at them, and said they were higher. We however,
measured, and found them about three inches lower than my shoulder. At the time
of making this observation I was about four feet from the rails. . . . When the
lower part of a fence is brickwork, and the upper part rails the fact can be
detected, and [-329-] the line where the two meet
easily perceived. Irregularities in height and projections, and indentations in
walls, can also be discovered. (pp. 64, 66.)
"Is he quite dark, do you know?" is the question
with which Mr. Levy's claim to facial perception is dismissed.
The quietly pleasant, hard-working superintendent of the
class - a Fifeshire ex-Presbyterian, rather curiously developed into an
Episcopalian Scripture reader in London, retaining only the faintest flavour of
his native accent - goes round the class, having a little friendly chat with
every member of it, making remarks on what is being read, and so on. The wag
tells him that Thanksgiving Day has "fair ruined London for the blind
street-folk." When asked to explain, he says that what with money given for
seats, and the new dresses that were got, no one has any money left to lay out
upon the poor.
"Well, but Easter and Whitsuntide are coming," a
woman puts in.
"Ay," retorts the wag, "and whilst the grass
is growing, the steed must starve."
The broad-shouldered, jolly-faced fellow looks so unlike
starving that his dolorous prediction provokes a laugh. He joins in it heartily.
"My looks will never pity my feelings, I know," he adds. "That's
what I said to the matron when I'd been lying seventeen [-330-]
weeks and three days in hospital living on tea and bread and butter and
weak broth, and she came in one day to ask me how I were."
The Scripture reader reads an extract from a book on
physiology, making and encouraging remarks on what is read. Some one says that
blood may be too rich as well as too poor.
"Well, richness won't be the fault of mine, I don't
expect," says the wag with a chuckle. Then the blind people stand up and
sing, "God moves in a mysterious way, &c.," one deep bass rumbling
like an organ-swell. A roguish little "sighted" boy tries to make his
blind father laugh, instead of singing so solemnly. Afterwards short prayers are
read, or rather recited, and then a parable and a miracle are chosen for the
Scripture readings. The healing of blind Bartimaeus is the miracle selected. I
fancy for the moment that it may make the poor people repine at the thought that
no one nowadays goes about restoring sight; but I can discover no trace of such
a feeling. The general cheerfulness of the Poor Blind is the characteristic of
theirs which chiefly strikes me. Of course they must feel their affliction, but
as a rule, one would fancy that, so far as the mere pleasures of sight are
concerned, they were not merely resigned, but quite contented under its loss. An
old man who is asked to state what he knows about Jericho, fluently relates,
with the self-satisfied glee of a child, [-331-] the
history of its siege and capture as given in Joshua.
A verse is next sung, and the benediction uttered, and
threepence a-piece is given to the blind people as payment for guides. When the
rest have groped their way out into the rain, I get into conversation with a few
who have remained to tell me something about themselves. The man I have called
Wag and his blind wife are sitting together on a form. Wag says that "it is
no good to let our spirits go down;" but he drops his funny tone in giving
me the history of his hard life. Thus it runs:-
"Yes, sir, my name is Cattle. I live in the Marylebone
Road. I sell with a hawker's license, and toil hard. I am out from ten till tea,
and then am often obliged to go out again after class here to get a bit of
bread. On Saturdays I am out till ten at night. I am led by a dog. I sell pens,
pencils, almanacks - such things as are called stationery. Of course, I buy them
at trade-price. I could not live if I bought them at a retail shop. I have been
blind for twenty-eight years. I went to school and learnt to read and write
well. I was a carrier's porter before the railways spoilt that business. Well -
no, yes, no - I cannot say as to the police being hard on me. Well, yes, they
will make me keep moving on. I was born in London. I make, perhaps, from
eighteenpence [-332-] to eightpence per
day-sometimes not that. If I could make one-and-ninepence a day I should be well
satisfied. I'd broke my leg, when I lay seventeen weeks in hospital. On Sundays
I go to church and chapel."
A merry-toned street-musician, of the name of Alexander, next
tells me his story:-
"I play the piccolo now, sir; what I can afford to buy I
play on; instruments wear out, you know. I'm out from eleven to six, and then
again till twelve-sometimes one in the morning. Saturday and Monday are my two
best nights, when men are in work. Portland Town and Cambridge and Oxford
Terraces are my best places. Once a week I go:- never go anywhere oftener than
once a week. I like to give everyone a fair chance. Oh, yes, of course,
Christmas is the best time of the year for me. Everybody has got good feeling
then. That's a settled case. No, I've no pension. You want influential friends
to get any of the gifts.
"How do I get on at the crossings? Very well, thank you.
I can manage. No, it's a mistake to suppose that people are ready to help blind
folks over them. That's about the worst thing England has. There, they'll let
you stand without offering to help you, unless mayhap a lady or a gentleman will
come up and lead you across theirselves. Yes, I sometimes play in publics. I'm
bound to, and I'm forced to drink by the customers. If I'll taste [-333-]
their beer they'll give me a copper, and if I won't, they won't. That's a
regular case, and I've got a wife and three children, and five
shillings-and-sixpence a week to pay for rent. It was through cold I lost my
eyesight-inflammation, sore eyes. I'd a glimmer up to ten. Fever settled me. Oh,
as to style of music, I suit it to my customers. Some like one thing, some
another. (I tell him about Tittlebat Titmouse asking for "a little of
both" to settle the Before Jehovah's Awful Throne, and Battle of
Prague controversy.) "There now, that's what I call business. Oh, no, I
don't mind telling you what I make. I like straightforward questions, because
then I can give straightforward answers. From one shilling-and-sixpence to two
shillings a day I reckon I ought to get, but I don't. Oh, yes" (bursting
into a laugh), "I've heard that about blind musicians getting two pounds a
day in London streets in former times. In present times you'd be
two months about it. Sometimes I get hired for a dance, but very seldom, and
then only by some one that knows me well. Sighted musicians, you see, are more
amusing. I've been knocked down once or twice, but escaped, thanks be to God for
it. I play by ear, but then, you see, one player has told me one thing, and
another another, so that now I can understand notes when they're read to me. My
missus and my children are not like me. The missus is sure [-334-]
of her money; she goes out charing. Well, the children a'n't old enough
to work yet. The girl is fourteen, and the boys eight and five. Sometimes I take
one of 'em out with me. Not that I want him, but he'll say, 'Father, take me for
a walk,' and, of course, I can't say no. The missus is too busy to take 'em.
Well, yes, the police are pretty good - I've no complaint to make.
"Thursday is my worst night of all. Yes, I tap as I go
along; but it's only to give folks warning to get out of my way. As you want to
get the truth, I'll give it you."
The last blind man with whom I talk is the old man who gave
the account of the siege of Jericho. His blind wife sits beside him. "Oh,
dear no, sir," he says, "that's quite a mistake. I'm not a musician. I
can read music, but I cannot sing or play at all. My name is Newton. I live in
Paradise Place. I sell stationery, note-paper, and so on. I used to sell
periodicals - "London Journal," "Bow Bells, and such-like - in
Somers Town. Oh dear, no, sir, the police cannot interfere with me; I have my
licence. I have a dog to guide me - this one I've got here" (the dog's
chain is twisted round the old man's wrist). "I used to have a girl, but
she was more bother than she was worth, and a dog won't tell lies, and cheat
you, and keep the halfpence. My dog takes good care of me. If he sees a
scaffold-pole, or a cellar-flap open, he [-335-] makes
a sudden stop. He's over-cautious of the carriages, and often loses me a good
chance of getting over a crossing. He won't move if he fancies there's any
danger for me. His name is Jack. No, sir, I don't think he's a terrier. He's of
some German breed, I'm told. The only fault I have to find with him is that he
is excessively dainty. I feed him on greaves and crusts of bread and meat twice
a week. It's very seldom I make two shillings a day; sometimes I don't take more
than one shilling gross. Last Saturday I took the magnificent sum of eightpence
halfpenny. Any fine evening in summer is good for me. Saturday is my best day.
Yes, I go into public-houses, and if I don't drink for the good of the house
when a customer offers to treat me, the landlady won't let me inside again. I
don't go into publics so much now as when I sold periodicals in Somers Town. I
had nineteen publicans there regular customers. I've been very ill for eighteen
months - diabetes. My wife here sometimes goes out with me. Yes, she's blind,
and so the Indigent Blind Society knocked off my one shilling a month for my
marrying of her. But a blind woman keeps a blind man's house a deal tidier and
comfortabler than a sighted woman would. I mend shoes. I learnt the chair-caning
after I was sixty years old, but I'm not quick enough at it. This is my third
blindness. From eight to seventeen I could read diamond type. I became [-336-]
totally dark about twenty-four years ago. I was operated upon at-, and
left in darkness for ever. They care more there for the pupils getting practice
than for the patients' welfare. A great many people date their total darkness
from having been operated on there. Mr. --- told me that five out of six of the
incurable blind that came to him, came from ---. Oh, yes, sir, my Jack will take
me just wherever I want to go. If I was to say to him, 'Go to Whitechapel,
Jack,' he'd lead me there straight. And now, sir, if you've no more questions to
ask, I think we'll be moving."
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