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III.
RAGS AND BONES.
IN the East End there is a cemetery bounded, as
the geography books say, on the north by a work-house, by more masonry and brick
and mortar on the east and west, and by a railway on the south. Trains are
always panting or screaming past it - the shadows of their trucks, vans,
carriages, engines and smoke and vapour flitting silently over the green mounds.
The Cemetery is so near to the line that conversations take place between
workmen lounging on the viaduct-parapet and any acquaintances they may have
discovered wandering amongst the tombs. Traffic rumbles, hammers rattle around
the graves. The grass between them bristles with requests to visitors not to
walk upon it, and notifications that five pounds is the fine for plucking
flowers; whilst the walls are speckled with handbills announcing that some
flower-plucker, who had not five pounds, has got seven days. There is a
startling On est defendu on the notice-board at the entrance: to wit,
that "fives" must not be played within the cemetery. The same board
announces, in somewhat tout-like business phrase, that an " eligible
portion" of the ground has been reserved for Dissenters.
Such a situation and such notifications might [-66-] seem to
deprive this little cemetery of all the poetry of a "God's acre."
Nevertheless, when I last wandered in it on a still October day, the pleasantly
warm sunshine made pensive by a slight autumnal haze, there could not have been
greater peace within the graveyard's walls if it had been planted in the midst
of far-stretching · "empty harvest fields," or in the green heart of
a park, with elm boughs rustling, and sleek rooks cawing tranquilly, around the
island of the dead.
"Unheard in summer's flaring ray,
Pour forth thy notes, sweet singer,
Wooing the stillness of the autumn day;
Bid it a moment linger,
Nor fly
Too soon from winter's scowling eye.
"The blackbird's song at even-tide,
And hers who gay ascends,
Filling the heavens far and wide,
Are sweet; but none so blends
As thins,
With calm decay, and peace divine.
That Herrick-like little gem "by a
friend," trembling, like a dew-drop on an autumn leaf, on Keble's autumnal
hymn for the 21st Sunday after Trinity, said or sung itself over to me as I
wandered in that little cemetery, watching a robin flitting from tomb to tomb,
and listening to its clear little song, and the mellow tolling of the chapel
bell, whilst the yellow leaves fell slowly to the ground, and the holly-hocks
and dahlias and nasturtiums, clustered round the [-67-] little lodge, basked, as
if half asleep, in the sunshine.
Pale-faced little boys and girls were planting shrubs on
stoneless graves - fathers', mothers', sisters', brothers'. At the head of one
little grave stood a roughly home-made glazed black frame, containing the cheap
photograph of an ugly little boy, and his written epitaph, with this for its
motto:-
"A. mother's fondest
care on earth
Is gone to share an angel's birth.
He had not been ugly in her eyes. Near the workhouse wall stood a
headstone with this for its sole inscription:-
"The weary are at rest.
Of another weary one laid to sleep there, in a nameless tomb,
I have to tell. Not far off there is what was once a common. That word is linked
with rural associations of broom and fern, furze and wild-flowers, donkeys and
geese, and ducks paddling in sedgy ponds, gipsies' cart-tilts set up as tents,
guarded by morose mongrel dogs, and sly-faced, swarthy, black- eyed women and
children, whilst, in the distance, skim-milk-eyed bumpkins play at quoits or
cricket in tightly-laced boots, rusty buskins, corduroy breeches and tucked-up
smock-frocks.
How different is this common! A dirty canal, that looks like
some rotting reptile, stagnates hard by. In still open ground, where [-68-] grass
once grew, carpets are beaten with monotonous thud, thud, thud, and
stifling clouds of dust. Other parts of the common are turned into brickfields;
a chaos of breeze-heaps, piles of red and white bricks, jumbles of spoilt
bricks, unfragrant fires, swamps, puddles, ungroomed horses, wearily grinding
round and round, and rough-spoken men and boys who seem autochthones, so
closely does the colour of their dress and flesh resemble that of the soil on
and in which they work. A half-starved looking modern district church eyes
disconsolately a pawn of cheap and nasty new houses; some with their windows
broken and their door-handles wrenched off, even before they have been tenanted;
whilst others of the same class are springing up fungus-like between the
bristling scaffold poles. The older houses and hovels have the look of blue-moulded
nuts with nothing but dust inside. Four huge gas-meters, rising above the
slovenly mess always to be found in the yards of gas-works, add to the amenity
of the scene, and filth-furred manure and blood-works pollute the air with
stenches only comparable to the combined malodours of a main-sewer's out-fall
and a score or two of neighbouring chimneys on fire at once.
In this dreary wilderness there existed for a time a man who
made his "living" out of the rags, bones, and other so-called
"rubbish" he picked up. He looked quite a decrepit old man, [-69-] but
in reality he had not reached his seventieth year. It was a weary while, though,
since anyone had wished him many happy returns of his birthday, and during the
latter half of his life such a wish would have been a bitter mockery. Bad luck,
including ill-health, had bent his back and broken his spirit. Those who cast
blame on Fate, Emerson calls "vicious," and yet, being, in his own
phrase, "of different opinions at different hours," he also says,
"We must reckon success a constitutional trait." A good many people
who have only themselves to blame for their misery rail at Fortune, but
Circumstance is not always a "right fool's word."
"Ah, yes: poor Jack!" I have heard one man say of
another. "He's a good fellow, and a brilliant fellow; but it isn't your
brilliant men, it's the plodders that get on in the world." But then,
although no one could accuse Tom of brilliancy, and he was a pattern plodder, he
had not got on in the world any better than poor Jack.
I am not aware that the man of
whom I have to tell had been brilliant, but he had been well-behaved - a
respectable (in the proper sense) member of the middle-class - and it was
deplorable to witness the abject poverty to which he was reduced.
When very hard up, he fed on scraps picked from the
ground-dirty bits that cats and dogs, sparrows and pecking poultry, had
disdained to [-70-] touch. When he could not afford to pay rent, lie
"squatted" in any corner, with some kind of cover to it, he could
find. To make a few pence in the day he had to make long rounds, poking, like
some obscene beast or bird of prey on the verge of starvation, in every heap of
rubbish he came across, and every dust-hole he could get at. His clothing was
not much better than a scarecrow's. He had given up all hope of rising above his
wretched condition. It was as much as he could do to keep body and soul
together. Sound sleep after his wearying, stooping rambles, was his great luxury
in life. Perhaps he had a vague hope of enjoying a sounder sleep some day, but
it was little time he had to think about the future. It was a pity-moving sight
to see him limping home to his temporary lair - and, perhaps, even more
pity-moving to see him setting out on his rounds. He was as bent and tottering
when be started as when he came back from his beggarly-paying toil, and the
sunlit freshness of the morning, in which so many were awaking to enjoyment, or
the hope of it, seemed specially to flout his rags.
He was not a man who spoke much at a time, but if he could
have been prevailed upon to give his autobiography continuously, it would have
run somewhat thus
"Yes, mine is a hard life. My clothes show that, and my
shoes [-they were very much like [-71-] shabby ancient sandals-]; but then it is the
only thing that I can take to. I'm not strong enough for what they call hard
work, though mine is heavy enough. I suppose I shall have to go into the
workhouse at last, if I don't die first, - and I can't say I should be sorry if
I did. At any rate, I want to keep out of that as long as I can. I don't
know that there's any institution would help a man like me; if there was, I
think I'd rather be as I am. I earn my own living, such as it is, and so long as
I do that, and behave myself, no one has a right to order me about. No doubt, it
would be comfortable to have a warm soft bed, and good food and fire and clothes
certain, but I think I'd rather be as I am. I should feel cooped up and
shy-like. I've got used to wandering about and being by myself. Often, except
just when I'm selling my find, there don't a word pass between me and anybody
else for days, I may say weeks together. Nobody is in a hurry to make friends
with me, you may be sure; and I like to keep myself to myself. No; I never get
teased,- at least only now and then, by those lubberly boys that would tease
anything that couldn't help itself and they thought hadn't got anyone to stand
up for it. People for the most part just take no notice of me, no more than if I
was a ghost they didn't see.
The poor fellow had to be out in ghostly hours
sometimes.
[-72-] "Yes, in the small hours I turn out in summer, as
soon as I can see anything in my way lying about. Sometimes it's fine, sometimes
'tisn't. When there's rain, it's next to no use getting rags, for it isn't often
I've conveniences for washing and drying 'em. There is many a dog-kennel better
than my lodgings; I don't mean grand places for hounds, but just common kennels.
And sometimes I'm worse off than the dogs - I've got no straw. It's nipping in
winter, especially when you've got no fire, to turn in with nothing to lie on,
and nothing to cover you.
"Miles I walk - out and round back. Sometimes I stick to
one round for a good bit. Other times, if I don't have luck, or there's another
in my line that interferes with me, I try a new round. Yes, I come back to the
old one at times, to see if it's better to work; and if it is, I stick to it
again till luck changes. No, we don't fight about our rounds; our fighting days
are pretty well over before we take to bone-grubbing. We haven't got much to say
to one another; we've to look to ourselves in the way of business. It's little
enough we can get at the best, and what would be the good of letting another man
go shares, by telling him where you've done a bit better than ordinary? Oh,
about other things - what have we got to talk about? We ain't lively
company; we've got no funny tales to tell. We know well enough [-73-] we're all
pretty much of a muchness. We hain't had luck in life, and don't expect it; and
we don't read the papers,- can' t afford 'em, and don't want to. It's nothing to
us who's King or Queen, any more than it is to the black beetles, or who's been
a-murdering another party. It's sometimes poor neighbourhoods and sometimes rich
I poke about in. In the way of food, the rich are the best. It's shameful the
waste there is among servants. They'll throw away what a poor man would think a
Lord Mayor's feast, if he could get it clean; good bread and meat, and cheese,
and potatoes, and legs of poultry, and that like. When I was a respectable man,
it would have turned my stomach to think of making a meal off the dirty things -
for all my cleaning - I've eaten; but sometimes, if it hadn't been for the dirt,
the things have been real good food. It's shameful, such waste is; and those who
do it, mostlike, are those who were brought up hardest. They don't know what to
do with themselves when they're turned into a place where they can eat as much
as ever they like. Bless you, they never think of saving their master's pocket;
they think it's genteel to throw his good grub away, as if it was not good
enough for such fine ladies.
"But it isn't so very often I come across anything good
to eat when I've washed it. Rags and bones and metal, - that's what I go [-74-]
out for. Now and again I find a halfpenny, or a penny, that's been dropped; or
maybe, but that isn't nigh so often, -and neither very often, - a little bit of
silver; a three-penny bit, or a Joey. Yes, I've found sixpences, but I never
found a shilling. Once I found a half-crown. I'd been out beyond Upper Clapton,
and, as I was working round by the Seven Sisters' Road, I booked out of the
ditch what I thought at first was a bit of sacking, but it turned out to be the
rotten half of a tweed waistcoat, and there was a hole in the lining of the
pocket, so the half-crown had slipped through and slid down to the corner.
That's the greatest bit of luck I ever had in the way of money finding.
"Metal's what pays best, if it's any weight; but a few
rusty old nails in laths is about the best I ever come across. No; they don't
cheat us at the shops, so far as I know. They weigh fair, to the best of my
knowledge. It would be a shame to cheat us, when we've to go so far to find so
little, and get such a little a pound for it, after all. There's the sorting as
well as the finding. When I was respectable I used to look down on rags and
bones, and them that dealt in 'em; but rags and bones are my living now, and if
I'd got a marine store I should think myself a gentleman.
"I've been grubbing for many a year now. I hain't got
strength for anything else. Once or twice I've been hopping, down by the
Farleighs. [-75-] A chap made up a party, and took us down. There's money to be
made at the picking; and the country air was pleasant to me, for I was
country-bred. But nobody will take me now: I'm so ailing. Last time I was down
in Kent I fell sick, just when I was picking up a bit of health and strength,
and thought I was going to put a little money into my pocket. I'd to tramp back
to London, and how I got back I don't know. Sometimes I'd to beg: I couldn't
work, and I wasn't much in the way of finding anything, except, maybe, a cast
horse-shoe, even if there had been any place always handy to sell at. Often I
thought I should die in a ditch. So I'd to beg, - and, except starve, there's
nothing goes worse against my grain. When I got back to the Borough I was pretty
nigh dead beat. Somehow I turned into the market. It was afternoon, and no
business doing, but the salesmen were sitting making up their accounts, with
lots of baskets, full and empty, piled up round 'em. One of 'em looked up sharp,
and said, cross-like, 'What are you prowling about here for?'
"So I just told him how it was with me, and when he'd
given me another look, says he, 'Poor devil!' and he gave me a tanner, and that
set me up again in London.
"Here I've been ever since. I've been ailing many a time
since,- I'm always ailing, or I shouldn't be what I am,- but never so bad
as [-76-] I was down in Kent, and coming back. My ailments just keep me fit
for nothing but bone-grubbing, instead of finishing me off. I've no great wish
to live, you may be sure, so long as my death came natural-like. I can't say I
should like to die downright of starvation, though I've often been nigh it. If
it came all of a sudden it might be different, but I know too well what the
leadings up to it are like to wish to die that way.
"Yes, Sundays as well as week-days I'm out grubbing. I
can't go to church, and what would be the good of my sitting moping at home? God
wont be hard on me, to my thinking, when my time comes at last, because I tried
to earn an honest penny on Sunday, instead of going on the parish, or letting
myself be starved.
"I was a respectable tradesman once. I'd a nice little
shop down at --- in Bedfordshire. Yes, most like there are people there still
that knew me, and if they spoke the truth, they wouldn't give me a bad word. I
don't suppose they'd wish to do, but I can't expect 'em to help me, - that's
quite a different thing. What am I to them?
"I'd a large family and the doctor always in the house,
and somehow, though I stuck to it early and late, my business didn't answer. I
had to give up at last. My poor wife was dead then, and all my children except
two, - [-77-] my eldest boy that had taken to the sea, and my youngest but one
little girl. She was my pet like, for I'd no one else left at home to be fond
of. I can't say what has become of Sam. After his second voyage, if he ever came
home again, be never made himself known to us. Most like he was drowned, for he
was a good, kind-hearted boy, not likely to cut his own folks because they were
in trouble.
"When I failed my poor wife's father took my little
Polly. He wasn't a rich man and he was a hard man, - very hard on me because of
my bad luck,- but he was fond, in his way, of my little Polly; and so I thought
it better to leave her with him, instead of dragging her up to London to rough
it along with me.
"He never wrote to me, and she couldn't. When I'd got a
berth of some kind I went down to --- to look after my little girl. But her
grandfather had left the town and taken her with him, and all I could hear of
them was that they had gone to Cheadle; and when I wrote to the address that was
given me there, my letter came back to me through the Dead Letter Office, with
ever so many try-that and try-thises and not-known-heres, and ever since then
Polly's been lost to me. Perhaps she's alive, but to me she's as much swallowed
up in the sea like, wherever she be, as her brother is.
"I didn't keep that berth long, my health [-78-] was so
bad. I'd to pawn myself almost bare to keep myself alive. This and that I tried,
but it was no good. A poor man that's always ailing can't get on in the world,
he's sure to get trodden down. Down I came to grubbing; and a bone-grubber I
shall be till they rattle my bones over the stones. There's only one on earth
that would go to my funeral as a mourner, and that's my Polly, - that is, if
she's alive. Very like, though, she's forgotten all about me."
By a strange coincidence,- I was going to write, or rather
have written, but such cases are common enough,- Polly had been living for
several years not very far from her father. On leaving Cheadle her grandfather
had moved to Stockport, and thence to Liverpool, where he died, and she had to
go into service. The family by whom she was engaged moved south to Poplar, and
there she married a man engaged in a ship-yard. By what was a strange
coincidence she and her father did meet shortly before his death. It was not a
"romantic" meeting. Yards were being closed, and shipwrights and their
labourers paid off by the hundred in Poplar. Polly's husband had been out of
work for a month. The fair-haired, blue-eyed, rosy-cheeked little maiden of the
old man's memory had become a pale, pinched, peevish mother of many hungry
children.
She could not profess any great delight at [-79-] discovering a
father in the condition of an ailing old gatherer of rags and bones. Perhaps she
thought that one of her many troubles was off her mind when he died.
However, she followed his coffin, as sole mourner, to its
grave in the little cemetery I have spoken of, one of many unmarked graves.
There, his bag and stick laid by for ever, may the old man rest in peace.
A great sameness seems to characterize the lives of these
poor spiritless pariahs.
On a bright spring day I was strolling in the Holloway Road,
about noon. The lilacs and laburnums in front of Loraine Place were out in
coolly fragrant milk-white and pale purple, and dangling links of gold, and the
imperial purple of the flowering flag flaunted in front gardens. Seated in the
shade of the little trees, upon the narrow ledge of the palisaded dwarf walls,
panting pedestrians mopped their perspiring brows, and fanned themselves with
their hats; cabmen from the neighbouring sunny stand lounged chaffing, drinking
porter out of the pewter, and snoring, curled up in apparently dislocated
discomfort; and "members of the building trades," in dusty flannel and
splashed duck, munched the midday meal they had extracted from their crumpled
tins, smoked short black pipes, or cracked jokes [-80-] amongst themselves, quite
distinct from the cabmen's impartially distributed facetiae.
It was the fresh kind of day - delightful in itself, and full
of promise of a long series of still brighter days to come - that makes a
vagrant like myself long to walk on and on through London's "nation"
of houses, out into the sweet country that on many sides begirdles that smudged
mass of masonry, until nightfall; and at the same time makes it pleasant for him
to see those whose lot is daily manual toil enjoying a parenthesis of rest.
There was a holiday feeling in the air; drudgery seemed an anachronism. And
whilst I thought so, my eyes fell on one of the dreariest drudges they ever
beheld.
He was an old, fleshless, bent, battered man, limping on both
feet, feebly fingering his eyebrows and his grey stubbly chin, and peering right
and left, purblind, with (if I may perpetrate an oxymoron) a sluggish
restlessness. His hat was of straw - dunghill straw it looked like, and very
probably a pig had bitten out from its back brim the wide mouthful which,
conspicuous through absence, gave it the look of a barber's brass basin in the
last stage of verdigris, or rather black oxide. The old man wore no shirt-at any
rate, he showed none.
It seems heartless to go on making an inventory of the poor
old creature's rags; but it will not hurt him, poor old boy, and I want to give
an idea by grouping particulars - there are few [-81-] people I have found who can
or will image particulars out of generalities - of the way in which, in the
"richest city in the world," in what is called its "era of
prodigal luxury," some Londoners are still clad - of the often
suicide-suggesting modes (any one who can make the barest "decent"
livelihood is apt to think) in which they live, and move, and have their being :
going to their bed, or their no-bed, with a measure of contentment, if they have
had enough coarse food to enable them to drag through another dismal day of
sordid misery. I thank God that they can get any contentment out of the cag-mag
to which the maggots have first helped themselves; especially do I thank God
that the poor creatures can go to sleep, and have no troubling dreams. But are
such lives, lives that ought to be, must be, led? I cannot believe it. We shoot
old horses when they have become a weariness to themselves. If we cannot help
our pariahs, it would be a kindness, I think, to kill them off - to hand them
over, in that way, to the tender mercies of the all-seeing One in whom we are so
fond of bidding them to trust. But the pariah first selected for this euthanasia
might probably object, otherwise he would have previously "his own quietus
ta'en," and the benevolent murderer would be strung up between the gloomy
walls of a gaol, with a black flag flapping over him.
[-82-] "It's a' a moodle," as Stephen Black pool
said. There are hosts of people in England wanting to be "kind." If
money, freely given, and forced by law to be given, for their benefit, could
only be sensibly slumped and administered, English paupers would have a balance
in their favour. If the resources of this by no means "played-out" old
land of ours were only developed by capital with courage enough to forego a
dividend for a year or two, capital would recoup itself with. fair profit, and
England would not have to figure as a breeder of "paupers" in the eyes
of the United States, Australia, and other British colonies. I have lived in
colonies, and have been galled by the way in which the prosperous sons of
English paupers sneer at England's chronic poverty. Our street Arabs have been
metamorphosed into first-rate men-of-war's men, and there is still plenty of
similar raw material which might be manipulated into makers of fresh national
property for ex-ragged-school boys to defend.
"But this is a digression. People of the stamp of the
old man I have begun to describe are infinitesimally utilisable - if national
credit is to be got out of them. It is something however, to be proud of, in the
midst of our pity for them, that they retain a sufficient love of independence
to make them prefer their miserable earnings to alms.
[-83-] The old man I saw at the corner of Camden Road wore
what, after scrutiny, I discovered to be the remnants of a dress-coat - the
blue, gilt-buttoned, velvet-collared swallow tail which was fashionable in the
days of my youth, a handsome quasi-naval costume which has more recently made a
fruitless attempt to re-establish itself in favour. One of the back buttons -
which we retain with comical conservatism, though now we wear no sword-belts -
still stuck to the old coat. That enabled me, in anatomical phrase, to
"reconstruct" the garment in imagination. Wear, tear, patches, grease,
and weather-stains had done their worst to disguise its identity. Loss of both
tails had turned it into a spencer. The bit of let-in coarse cloth that filled
the place of the vanished velvet collar was grey with grease. The breast was
held together by a trellis-work of knotted string. A bishop's apron of foul
sackcloth, marked with almost obliterated initials, was girt about the old man's
loins.
Beneath that apron drooped the raggedly vandyked legs of a
pair of corduroy trousers, a world too wide for the stick-like human legs that
showed half a foot of bruised filthy skin and bone between them and the burst
blucher and loose sodden carpet slipper, sandalled with twine, in which the
limping feet shuffled along. A half-full bag of canvas, cobbled with
puckered clouts, was thrown over the [-84-] old man's shoulder, and he carried in
one hand an old, rusty iron spud-leaning on it as he walked, to ease his corns
or blistered toes and heels.
The cabmen joked him as be passed. One asked "'ow many
quid" he had picked up; another begged to be remembered in his will. He
took no notice, but trudged round the corner like a lame somnambulist. There
was, however, some speculation even in his bleared eyes; he poked in the gutter
with his spud, and fished. up a drenched and draggled something, which he
slipped into his bag. He looked so weary and woebegone, that if I had been the
good Haroun Alraschid, I should not have asked the Charity Organisation Society
to investigate his case. Not being Haroun Alraschid, I had to content myself
with following the poor old fellow, whose uninterestingness had interested me.
At any rate I could give him a pint of beer, if his tottering strength failed
him before he reached his goal. He crossed for the Caledonian Road. The
urchin sweeping the crossing spattered the old man with his broom, but
still he gave no heed. To teach the young imp manners, I took a penny
from my pocket, showed it to him (it was a bright new penny), and then returned
it to my waistcoat, telling him that he might have had it if he had been
better-behaved. I fear, however, that my ethical lecture was thrown away. [-85-]
The young varlet bade me "be blowed," and threatened, from a safe
distance, to "sarve me the same, if I didn't cut away arter my dad."
Wearily the old man trudged on, prodding here and there with
his rusty spud. He turned into the Cattle Market, and pounced upon a cast
horse-shoe. Friction had made it shine like silver, but friction had also made
it so thin - such a mere scale of metal - that it was strange to note the
anxious eagerness with. which he dropped it into his bag. He groped his way into
York Road, and into a street leading out of it. Here he found and probed a heap
of builders' rubbish-brickbats, broken laths, scraps and damaged sheets of
wall-paper, and so on. His professional "take" seemed to amount to a
few nails, and the bone of a shoulder of mutton. Hungrily he eyed the dusty
blade, but there was no meat on it, and it was transferred into the bag ungnawed.
A minute afterwards, however, he turned up a big bit of cheese, or rather
cheese-rind. It was almost black with dirt, but the foul dust seemed a mere
condiment to him, as he worked his way back into the Caledonian Road by the
Brewery, munching his dinner-trove.
Re stopped to shift his bag from one shoulder to the other in
front of the Model Prison, and I could not help thinking how much better he
would have fared - dietically - if he had taken to burglary instead of
bone-grubbing. Thence [-86-] he slunk his way, by side streets, across Offord
Road, Barnsbury Road, Liverpool Rood, Upper Street Islington,. and Essex Road,
into the New North Road - a drearily drab district to cross. "When was
Islington 'merry'?"the crosser is likely to ask. But there was no abject
poverty in the line the old man took; and discovering no subjects for his spud,
he limped on as if he thought the flat rows of houses, and struggling shops
might scout him as a disreputable character.
He gave me the notion of a being whose sole peace in life was
to be where no human eye could light upon him. He - electing to keep as long as
he could the wretched life on earth which was his lot - must go out
bone-grubbing; but even his dull face showed, or seemed to my fancy to show,
that, his dreary "daily darg" got through, he wanted to hide in a
hole. The wonder to me was that the hole he desired was not one in the canal he
crossed by the Rosemary Branch - or a pauper suicide's parish grave.
He doubled in Hoxton, as if aware
that someone was dogging him. Accordingly, I fell back, and watched him from a
greater distance. Presently he crossed Hackney Road, and turned by the church
into the street which leads to brawling Brick Lane. Out of that he turned into a
long, narrow, dingy street, looking very much like a canal run dry, almost every
[-87-] tenement in which was a common lodging- house. Young thieves, in billycock
hats and shabby black coatees, clustered at the doorways, smoking,
"larking," whistling, and telegraphing my appearance to comrades
further on. Bulldog-jowled roughs, with their hands in their pockets of their
greasy, dusty corduroys, and some with their heads in the laps of bold-faced
young women, sprawled right across the narrow pavement. They tried to trip the
old man up, hailed him as "Cross-bones," and bade him make haste back
to his grave. They did not withdraw their legs for me to pass - I had to step
over them, and perhaps they might have tried to trip me up also, had not two
policemen entered the otherwise lawless lane. Some lads who had been tossing in
a court, almost hidden by crossing lines of clothes that dripped water nearly as
dark as that in the gutter, scattered on the constables' approach. The old man
turned into the court, and disappeared in the doorway of a shored-up hovel, with
unpainted boards nailed over its windows.
"Lost anything, sir?" asked one of the
constables.
"Your way, p'r'aps," supplemented the other. They
looked amused when I told them that all I wanted was to see in what kind of
place the old man I had been following lived.
"That's soon done, answered the first. "Just [-88-]
shove the door open, and walk in. The place is as free to you as it is to him.
He don't pay no rent. It'd be a shame if he had to, poor old chap, for the old
house'll soon be down about his ears. I'd button my coat over my watch, sir, if
I was you. They're a queer lot that lives hereabouts. Don't do to put temptation
in their way."
The queer lot, who had seen me talking to the policemen, eyed
me with sullen curiosity, from windows and doorways and entries, as I walked
down the court, but they made no attempt to molest me. From the remarks I
overheard, I gathered that opinion was divided as to whether I was "summun
from the surweyor's," or "summun sent by Guvvurmint."
"Mind your 'ead, sir," said an exceptionally polite
matron, looking out of a first-floor window in the next-door house, and feeling
the rags hung out to dry on a cat's-cradle of knotted cord stretched across the
court, with one above and another beneath it, as I ducked under the "flying
buttress" of timber, clamped with rusty iron hoop, which almost blocked the
old man's front door.
The lock was gone - the place where it had been looking like
an empty eye-socket - and the bolts and one hinge had also found their way to
the dealers in old metal. On its remaining hinge the door drooped sprawlingly,
like a broken wing. The dingy plaster of the little [-89-] passage was burst in
and out, with snapped laths and hairy mortar bulging from the gaps. Through
chinks in the boards nailed across the window, a little dreary light dribbled
into the front ground-floor room, but the rooms behind were quite blinded. Only
the stumps of the banisters were left, and so many of the stairs had rotted, or
been wrenched out for firewood, that in ascending them one had to take long
strides, as when mounting the steps of a ruined belfry.
There was light enough in the first-floor rooms to show them
plainly. They were frightfully, disgustingly filthy. A stale scent of fried fish
lingered, still distinguishable above the general loathsome fustiness, in the
front room; there were ashes in its rusty grate, and herring-heads and tails on
its cracked hearth.
The floor of the back room was black with damp-sodden by the
rain and snow and hail, that had beaten in for many a year through the paneless
frame. The front-room window was plugged pretty plentifully with rubbish, to
keep out the wet and wind; but dirt-clogged, serrated fringes were all that was
left of glass in the frame of this. A shingle beach of stones and brickbats,
littered upon the rotten floor, showed that the window was a favourite target.
Half a brick whizzed into the room while I was in it, and looking out I found
that it was com-[-90-]manded from a bummocky little patch of waste ground, from
which old bricks still cropped.
It was strange to see even that little bit of waste, so
closely on every other side did wretched, grimy, blear-eyed old houses crowd in
upon the square yard of ground at the back, almost filled by the leaky
water-butt, with a dusty green scum floating on its villanous stagnant ink. Dust
and damp seemed to be contending for the mastery over, or rather to have
formed an alliance to blot from the earth, the miserable tenement which
Cross-bones had made his home. In that back room there was a corner cupboard,
the door of which had disappeared - the triangular shelves were turning to
touchwood, and buttoned with those little yellow fungi which remind one so
unpleasantly of decay, and the walls were weeping slimy tears.
I groped my way up to the second floor. The back room, except
that it was smaller, was much such another as the one beneath. In the front room
I found Cross-bones, on all-fours, sorting out the orts of his morning's find,
which he had shaken from his bag upon the floor. His back was towards me; he had
not heard my step; before I spoke to him I had time to take in the sad little
picture which he and his surroundings made.
Up there, even there, the spring sun shone in
brightly, gilding his thin grey hairs, which [-91-] might have been cleaner, lie
had taken off his scare-crow hat, and was using it as a receptacle for the
metallic portion of his spoil.
There was literally no "furniture" in the room,
except a little earthenware ink-bottle, corded with varicose yellow veins of
thinly guttered grease, and a scanty bundle of some kind of bedding huddled
under an old horse-cloth in a corner.
It was such a bare, dreary, dirty hole, that the sunlight
seemed not to enliven, but to flout it. Half of the window was shut, and was so
bleared with dust and smut and rain - smudged together like the smears on the
face of a blubbering child - that it was more effectively blinded than if it had
been curtained with brown holland. The other half swayed backwards and forwards
in the breeze. lit was soft, and its journey over acres of grimy roofs had not
quite robbed it of the sweetness it had gathered in its previous wanderings over
fresh country fields; but it, and the patch of blue sky that the swaying window
gave a glimpse of, and the pert plump sparrows chirping on the sooty parapet,
all seemed, like the sunshine, to flout the poor old human scare-crow who was
sorting his miserable goods upon his knees.
He did not start when he heard my voice; he did not seem to
have energy enough left in him to start; but he looked round with a dull stare
of apprehension, and recommencing the [-92-] feeble fingering of his eyebrows,
said deprecatingly- "I ain't doing no harm. What's up?" When I had
reassured him - at last convinced him that I was no detective who had been
dogging him, to apprehend him on some dreadfully false charge (I found that, as
I had guessed, he had noticed me following him, and doubled to avoid me), we got
into talk. His mode of speech was peculiar. It was often ungrammatical and
"cockney," though he did not drop his "h's," but still it
sometimes sounded as if he had once associated with people of a higher social
grade than street folk.
What he told me about himself was given in no consecutive
narrative, but in reply to questions.
"If it's no offence, I s'pose I needn't say where I was
born. There can't be many, I should say, as belonged to me livin' there now -
none, p'r'aps, for I've been a weary while in London. Still, there might be, and
they wouldn't like to know I was brought to this. No, nor I shouldn't like 'em
to know it neither. I've got that bit o' pride left in me. What I used to be
can't matter much to you. I was never what you might call rich; but I'd as
comfortable a little home as a man need wish to have - once. And I'd friends,
and I'd a family. Children and wife both was very fond of me-yes they was. And I
lost it all. Twasn't my fault. I [-93-] wasn't born to be lucky, only jest at
startin'. No, my wife didn't die. Yes, she must he dead by this time, I should
say - but twasn't that. We won't talk no more about her. Twas she as did it. And
yet I was a good husband. And she was a good wife - once - poor gal, I won't
deny that. If them as comes interferin' between such as her and me was to have
their necks' wrung - but, there, I won't talk no more about her. After that
everything went wrong. Well, yes, I won't deny it, I did take to drink, now and
again. How was I to help it? My life had been none so pleasant that I wanted to
he always thinkin' about it. And the children were taken from me. They were
taught to look down on me, they were, sir. They'd never ha' done it of their own
accord, poor dears The two littlest died, and I wasn't let in to see them. They
were fond of me anyhow. They loved me better than they did their mother,
though they were only bit o' babies. I don t know what's become o' the rest.
Their little uns might have little uns by this time - if they didn't die afore
they were married. Good job if they did. If I'd never married - leastways as I
did marry - I might ha' been mayor, perhaps, by this time.
"It's a poor look-out, marryin' is - to them as hasn't
luck. Courtin' and makin' yourself agreeable jest to get made a fool of! Twasn't
my fault, and yet they all looked down on me. [-94-] I hadn't a friend left. I
couldn't stand it long. I'd been respected once. Yes, I had, sir, though you
mayn't think, it. I couldn't stand bein' looked down en by everybody; I'd that
bit o' pride left. And not a soul that cared twopence for me. I cut. Not that
there was anybody as wanted to stop me. I got a kind o' clerk's place on a wharf
at first. I was good at figurin' - once- and I'd my own money to figure. But I
couldn't keep the berth. My luck was against me. Well, yes, I did drink - at
times; I won't deny it. How was I to help it? I'd drink now - only I can't. Oh,
yes, I'd touch the drink fast enough - only I've got no money to buy it. It's
the only comfort left me.
"All sorts o' things I turned my hand to - when I'd the
chance. I never wanted to be beholden to nobody. But I'd my bad luck tied round
my neck. I never could git on at anything-for long. Sure as ever I began to
fancy I was goin' to git a bit more money at anything, I lost it. It's no good
fightin' agin your luck. There's some as couldn't help having everything to
their hearts' content if they was to try ever so, and there's some as'll be poor
beggars all their life, whatever they may do. Tain't my fault. I never did
anybody harm. It's my luck. When your luck once changes, it's all up.
"I didn't start bad. I'd a good business, and I was
liked by everybody pretty well- once; and now this is what I've come to. [-95-]
There ain't a man, or a woman, or a child in the whole world that would care a
fig if I was to die to-morrow. It's all right, I s'pose. That's how things was
meant to be. Anyhow, that's how it is. I was made to be thought little on -
pushed about and chaffed by fellers that ain't half a quarter as respectable as
I was - once. And them that ought to know better are every bit as bad.
"T'other day I was comin' along the Liverpool Road.
There was a chap shovellin' up the slush into a mud-cart, and he sent a
shovelful pretty nigh all over me. Him and his mate bust out laughin'. 'Hope I
haven't spoilt your clothes, governor,' he says. And a young chap that fancied
himself a swell was goin' by, and says he, 'There's no fear of that,' and
bust out, laughin' too, and so did the gal he was walkin' with. How would they
have looked if the mud had gone over their fine things? A big butcher chap sung
out shame, and told me to punch the scavenger's head, but he was jokin' of me
just the same. It's all luck. There's folks as can take care o' theirselves, and
so they don't git meddled with. And there's old chaps like me as was made to
have mud thrown over 'em, and git laughed at into the bargain. It's all right, I
don't doubt. Anyhow, that's how it is, and I can't alter it.
"No, I don't know that I've any particular wish to be
dead. If things is so here, things [-96-] may be jest the same there, for what I
know, so what would be the good o' dying? I should like to be sure I should have
enough to eat, and git a drop o' drink now and then. That's what I should like
to be sure on. Oh, yes, I used to go to church-once. Yes, the parsons used to
talk like that you're sayin'. I ain't one of His works, I s'pose. Anyhow,
the tender mercies ain't come my way. No, I never had no luck in my findin'
neither. There's some pick up pocket-books and shilin's. Leastways, so they say.
But that ain't my luck. If I find a bit o' clean rag - and that ain't often - I
think myself well off. Rusty iron nails is what comes my way, though t'other
chaps gits pewter and such.
"There's a chap goes out Hackney way, round where the
new houses are. He's always safe of his meat. He climbs over a
garden-wall, and works a dust-bin before the folks are up. Mutton-chops with
only a bit out of 'em, and a turkey-leg he's found in there. It's the servants
that is so wasteful, goin' about dressed up like ladies of a Sunday, and flingin'
away their turkey-legs, and their old fathers and mothers at home never tastin'
butcher's meat, 'cept what is given to them at Christmas. I s'pose it's all
right, but it do seem hard that strong lazy young gals like them should be
turnin' up their noses at good food, and old chaps like me, that was respectable
once, can't [-97-] git a crust. It's all luck. A bit o' dry bread s about the most
I ever got out of a dust-heap, and glad enough I've been to git it.
"Round about Holloway and Hornsey, where the building's
going on, I'm working now. Hundreds and hundreds of houses they've got there,
where there was only green fields when I came up to London, and still they keep
on building, smarter and smarter. There's some folks can git on in the world.
I've to git up before the swells go to bed, for I ain't nimble on my feet, and
it's a long way I have to go to git to my work, and then it's a long way I've to
go about before I can pick up enough to keep soul and body together.
"I don't know what I should do if I hadn't found out
this place, for I couldn't raise the money for a bed at a lodging-house. There's
others that comes and sleeps down below, hut they never interfere with me.
"No, sir, I'm tellin' you the blessed truth. There isn't
a soul in the wide world that cares a snap o' the finger for me - 'cept it's the
sparrers there, when I've got a crumb to give 'em."
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